We're broken people~ Adopted by Tyler Joseph

21~ piløts

A/n hehehe I was waiting for this chapter for so long ||-// (there will be many references to songs in this chapter and stupid ass jokes so enjoy)

Dear diary,

Well look here I'm actually writing In this piece of shit again. So we stopped touring like 2 months ago? Something like that. It's May, it's getting warmer and I like it, also because summers like soon and I. LOVE. SUMMER. so a little life update, me and Liv have been hanging out like everyday,no joke. I want to ask her out but yet again I don't know how and if she says yes I don't know how to tell Tyler or Jenna.

     Next issue is I've been having night terrors literally every fucking night. They only seem to get worse and worse. Tyler's been asking what's wrong and I've been making up shit like how I miss touring and that I went to bed way to late because I was watching Netflix. Bitch I barely watch tv how the hell would I be watching nexflix?!?
And lastly mother fucking neo. They seem to love making me suffer which I hate so much. I cannot escape. This all kinda started back up right after touring. Maybe my mind was so caught up in other things I had no time to think. Thinking can be a very deadly thing after all. And despite all of this, I've been 5 months clean..literally I don't know how.
    That's all I needed to update myself on.
~ Crystal

I shut the book as I hear a buzz from my phone. It's a text from Liv

Liv: hey! I was wondering if you would want to come over later?

Crystal: yeah that sounds good

I turn off my phone and head down stairs for breakfast.

Each morning has become a routine, I'd eat, do all my school work (yes I'm still homeschooled) bother Tyler about when the next album was gong to be released and then ask to bake something with Jenna. I've enjoyed a lot now in life but not at the same time. I'm happy, but not. I feel very empty and confused about everything.

"Morning crystal" Jenna says. Today she was making strawberry pancakes my favorite. She hands me the plate and I start to eat. Shortly after Tyler comes down to get breakfast.

"Tyler"

"Yeah?" He says mid way through a bite of pancakes.

"How did you come up with the name twenty one pilots?"

"Well.." he starts "long story short it came from a play I studied when I was in school, I felt very inspired because of it and that's why it's named that."

I nod and then think of the stupidest question ever, "Tyler if the bands only you and josh...where are the other 19 pilots?"

As I say that Jenna begins to laugh hysterically and Tyler looks very annoyed, "that's like asking me 'what's a Blurryface?"

I join in with all the laughter for a solid 5 minutes then I remember what I wanted to ask.

"Can I go over livs house later?

"I don't see why that would be an issue..Tyler?" Jenna says

He nods and continues to eat his breakfast. I smile and head up to my room to get ready for the day.
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I did all my School work yesterday that was for today so I have nothing to do until Liv gets out from school. It's a little lonely being homeschooled and all, but also helps me not have panic attacks. I don't think I want to go back to public school.

Tyler's been telling me to start making my own music, he even offered to let me used his studio (aka the basement). But I literally have nothing to write about so like why should I? Maybe I should just write about tacos or some shit to get inspiration.

I do nothing until I get a text from Liv saying it's okay for me to go over. I grab my stuff and head out the door, not before telling Tyler and Jenna that I was leaving.
—-

Livs house is like a 10 minute walk from ours, but I never really minded it. The weather is nice and it's a very scenic walk.

I'm going to do it, I'm going to ask her out.

What if she says no?

What if she thinks I'm disgusting?

Am I thinking to much?

Help me.

As I approach her house I immediately become a nervous wreck. I try not to think as much before knocking on her door.

"Hey crystal!!!" She says giving me a hug and gesturing to come in. For the past few months that we have hung out I have only been to her house a handful of times, so my surroundings are still fairly new.

"My parents won't be home from work for probably a few hours....wanna watch a movie?"

I nod and we head to her basement to watch it.

I get down there and immediately know what movie I want to watch "can we watch the purge? It's one of my favorites"

She laughs and puts it in.
——-

For the rest of the night we just watch a shit ton of movies,the question still in the back of my mind.

I'm going to do it.

Welp here it goes

"Hey Liv?"

She looks at me signaling she's listening.

"I have to ask you something"

"Oh okay, I have something to ask as well"

My heart begins to pound even faster, "you can go first then" shit why did I say that.

"Well so like I don't really know how to put this but ever since we have been hanging out I've started to like you, I know it's weird and stuff but like don't hate me"

I freeze where I am, "that's funny because I was thinking the same thing Liv"

The smile already plastered on her face begins to widen, "wait..really"

I nod

"So then um... crystal will you be my girlfriend"

A smile begins to come across my face,
"Of course!!!"

Holy shit

HOLY SHIT

THIS DID NOT JUST HAPPEN

AHHHHHH