Results of a Restless Mind

Nearly 10 months

I am his and he is mine
That is what we have decided
But would we be better divided
Would I be able to wake up and decide
I know who I am
Without him in my life
You see it's kinda scary
When I'm sitting here trying to concentrate
And my brain is saying
If you go now you could make it
You could go to his and forget the world
I'm kinda addicted
To how he makes me feel
Without him I'm not beautiful
Without him I'm not enough
When I'm in his presence
These pretences give up
And I want to see him 24/7
Even though I know 50% of that would be bad
Cause we keep going from good to worse in a second
Keep questioning what we have
We are meant to fit
I know we are
But maybe not yet
Cause I'm supposed to be focusing on trig and history
But I'm focusing on you instead
And legit
My mind thought
If you start walking you could make it
Cause every single second I'm away
Is a second I wanna be there
So yeah
We're committed
I guess
After nearly 10 months
But who would I be if I wasn't here
Just kiss me goodbye my love
One more time
To make up for the times you're not here
To make up for the times you leave me
One for the months
The tears
The fucking years
Man I don't know
I guess I'll go.