Puppy Dog Eyes

Move On

Lylah's POV

After we left the park, he drove us back to his place.

I sat on his bed patiently while he put my collar on. He rubs my head a few times before climbing on top of me.

He grabs my throat and gives me a few kisses before moving to my jaw and neck.

"We don't have much time so you gotta be a good little puppy for me alright?" I nod silently.

He moves his hands to my waist, applying pressure. His knee moves my shaking legs apart. I push myself against his thigh for some type of friction.

"I've missed this." He chuckles.

His hand moves down into my panties, circling me for a few seconds.

"W-wait Mikey, stop."

He looks up at me with a curious look.

"I can't do this."

"Oh I get it, it's because of that guy, isn't it?"

"I'm sorry. I would have felt so guilty letting you touch me while I thought about him."

"Why, he treats you like shit, he doesn't even like you Lylah. Move on already." He pulls himself off of me, sitting at the edge of the bed.

"I... I know but I can't help it, I'm fucked up I know."

"It's fine." His voice is hostile as he unfastened my collar.

"Please don't be like this" I sigh.

"I'm not mad, c'mon let's go watch a movie." He wears a fake smile as he leaves the room.

The entire time I was there I felt like I could cry at any moment.

I could tell he thought I was disgusting. Fantasizing about someone who doesn't want anything to do with me. I truly am pathetic.

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I got home much later than expected, Joaquin is probably really pissed.

I unlock the door and slowly close it behind me.

"There you are." A whisper comes from the dark.

"Mom?"

"I'm on the couch."

I walk towards her voice and turn on the lamp next to her.

"Sorry I'm home so late." I reach down and hug her.

"It's okay I'm not mad, just shoot me a text."

"Will do, I just thought you'd be out with Greg."

"I was going to but he cancelled on me, he had to work late."

"What about Mark?"

"I found out he was married." She rolls her eyes.

"I don't hear a problem."

"Oh God you really are my daughter."

We both laugh quietly, once we're calm again I speak up. "How's Damon?"

"He's alright, I checked on him a few times. His friend is in there with him, I haven't heard them yelling for a while now I think they fell asleep."

"I hope Joaquin isn't mad, I told him I'd be back in a few hours."

"No he didn't mind, he said as long as he got fed he's happy."

"You're the best mom ever I owe you." I give her another hug.

"You have two boys in your room, I'm so proud to be your mother."

"Mom I'm not with either of them, please remember that." I shake my head.

"Not yet. Why don't you go get some rest, I should too." She yawns and stands up with me."Goodnight Lylah."

"Night mom."