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Seven: Mistakes

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Dedicated to @ItsNotNormal cause I love her ! ❥

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I couldn't sleep the whole night, all I thought about was the kiss Harry had gave me, oh I couldn't take that off of my mind. It felt like a bunch of fireworks had exploded inside of me. I couldn't stop smiling like a a creep, either.

"What's with the smile?" Jason asked. I shook my head, not erasing the smile off of my face.

"Hey, um...wheres Harry?" I asked him, playing with my fingers.

"He's outside." Was all he said, I basically ran out the door to look for Harry. He was lying on the grass staring at the sky. I walked over and sat right next to him, he didn't seem to notice I was there. I thought of what I could say but nothing came to mind. 'Hi' it was too hi-ish, 'heyyy' it sound too insisting, 'hello' it was too sophisticated, not really but-

"Isa," He started, I saw him staring at me. How long had he been starting? "about yesterday...that was just a mistake." My heart broke into a million pieces and I felt how darkness pulled my soul out of my body.

"A mistake?" I asked him confused trying to hide my sadness.

"Yes, you do understand that, right? I drunk a bit too much , and I kind of forced you to kiss me." He said and I nodded.

"Yes I understand" not, I got up and looked down at him. "You know, I was gonna go do something inside so, um, I'll be heading, I just wanted to say hi, Hi." I said and walked inside, I ran upstairs and into my room.

I threw myself on the bed and started crying. Oh, a mistake, yes it was just a bloody mistake. Why did I thought he and I could have 'something'? Just a mistake.

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 I had fallen asleep from all the crying, the tear stains on my cheeks were dried and my head was hurting a little bit. I rolled off the bed, hitting my body against the floor. I took a deep breath, I heard a nock on the door and I stood up as quicklyb as I could.

"Are you going to eat supper?"  I heard Jasons voice on the other side of the door. I stopped before opening the door and took some steps back.

"I...no, thanks." I said and sat at the edge of my bed. I stared at the door waiting for a knock I knew wouldn't come. It was almost sunset he was probably already hidding from me. I went into the bathroom and washed my face, I wanted to look 'normal' . I heard knocking on the door, but I ignored it for a while, they kept knocking. "Why are people so inpatient?!" I shouted as I opened the door. Infront of me stood the curly hair boy with half a smile on his face.

"Hi." He said, waving a hand. I didn't answer I just gave him a simple small smile. "I'm sorry about what I said earlier, I wasn't really on the mood..." He played with his fingers as he spoke.

"I accept your apology." I said, I scratched my arm feeling the akwardness between us. He took a deep breath..

"I wanted to ask you if you would like to go on a pinic with me tomorrow?" He asked, he couldn't stop playing with his fingers because he ended up placing them in his pockets.

"Um...sure...are you...?....you look kinda...." I couldn't find the right words to say.

"I have to go, I'll see you tomorrow." His voice sounded different, deeper. He turned around and started walking away from me. I followed behind, this time I was willing to find out what was going on.

"Harry, come back!" I catched up to him, he stood in front of a black door. "Harry what's wrong?" He shook his head and looked for something inside his jeans pocketm, but it seemed like he could't find it. I placed my hand on his back but he pushed me away.

"Go away! GO AWAY!" He opened the door and shut it behind him, not letting me say another word. I only had a glance of the room. It was a disaster, everything wa tore down and it was a mess, like an animal was living in there.  But then, it was just scary what I heard, coming from inside the room were growls and painful screams, and then it was just cries. My heart broke just to think that was Harry.

"Harry, open up, please?"  I said as I knocked slightly on the door.

(Jason's POV)

"Harry calm down, you'll be alright tomorrow." I knew this words wouldn't calm him down, even if he was okay tomorrow this would happen again. I heard knocks on the door and isabella asking him to open the door.

"Harry, open up, please?" she said, I looked at Harry and he was still sobbing.

"She cares about you, Just give her a chance." I said as I rubbed his back.

"She can't love a beast like me." He said as he stood up and walked to the door, he placed his hand on the door like he could see through it.

"How would you knwo if you're not her, you don't know the girls heart. Don't make a big mistake by judging the girls heart.."

(Isabella's POV)

My hand was still placed on the door, waiting for him to open it. And that's when it did.