neolhada ➸ hyungwonho ✔

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Chapter Four :

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Hyungwon

Okay Im going to unsaid that I hate Minhyuk. Because he let me release my stress and anger to bowling. Yeah, he was really into bowling. After we ate on famous seafood restaurant, he ask me out to go with him on his favorite spot, the bowling arena. Ive known that he really good at bowling because we used to be here as whole gang here.

But Im the one who has not that potential in bowling, I always lose to Wonho sometimes.

But I know Minhyuk brought me here in purpose. Because he can easy beat me so that his ego didnt go in near edge. What a brilliant guy.

"You didnt improved at bowling hahahahah" when we reach at our house he is starting to mocking me. Everyone was in lounge, as usual they are on their things. It was already 7 in the evening so I expect already Kihyun was cooking a dinner for tonight. Its smells tho.

Then Minhyuk wrap his arms to my shoulder while laughing. I cant help but to laugh whenever I remember how I was so embarrassing on the bowling arena earlier.

"You guys didnt told me that you were going there" I didnt know that Wonho's fierce eyes are laid on me. What is it now?

He put down his mug that he drinking into table and walk towards us.

"Told you Hyungwon we should greet him when we saw them" then he little smack my chest.

"What? You saw us? Me? Then why didnt you guys approach me? Ive looking at you too" sigh. Whats going on him.

"You were with your Hyemin" I murmur.

"That does matter?" he ask me without hesitant.

"Yeah" I put down Minhyuk's arm down. Now I felt the tired already.

"Y'all Im going to bed early" I told them with my lowered voice.

"How about the dinner?" Minhyuk said in concern tone.

"Im still full" I just laid my eyes to him and didnt want to face him for long before I stormed off to our room.

But I didnt reach my bed when someone just grab me, its Wonho. Wait?

He pinned against the door, I saw his other hand locking the door while his other hands leaning against my right shoulder.

"What was this all about Hyungwon?" really he has that guts to ask me that?

"Go ask yourself. Whats with you?" I harshly talk balk at him.

"With me? Okay fine Ill admit. Im really upset since you decline me earlier in the morning, but what more upsetting me. You with Minhyuk, alone" he's joking? right?

"Whats wrong of that? Minhyuk and I are friends and you are also friendly at him. So tell me what was wrong about that?" he look stunned and looks like he realized what was he said.

He didnt speak for a couple of seconds. I only hear is only breathing. Felt like he was panting for death. Did he work out? Why is he sweating? so much?

Then hes head leans agaisnt my chest. He buried his face too and hear his deep sigh. I dont know how or what? But suddenly he really strange, since things happen on us for a several days, I have things a lot that I discover at him.

"Im sorry" It was soft and you can feel how he was sincere of that.

"F-for what?" I said in confusing tone.

"For.. this. I just dont like you are lingering to others just like to Minhyuk" I cant help but to smile, I dunno because of what he said.

"Are you jealous?" I may sound so assuming but he really sound like that.

But then he raised his head and look back to me. I can see into his eyes a lot of emotion but I dont understand in the first place.

"If that whats you think, then be it. Lets say Im jealous thats why Im upset" he trailed his lips to my clothed shoulder. That makes me gasps. His touch makes warm and makes me instant crazily wanting it more. I closed my eyes for expecting thing I thought he'll do next. But nothing happen after I close my eyes, I saw him fixing himself in his own bed.

I sighed. I guess it was really embarrassing moment for me. I slap my cheek not very hard and shrugs.

He thought that I dont want to do it so that he just go to his bed and sleep.

Ill admit, Im really looking forward to it. Just like Ive watched on tv and movies and read on novels. That we are having a make up sex .

I shook my head to all my thoughts in my mind.

Hyungwon you are crazy.

I yawn. I look back at him and painted a simple smile in my face.

I cant stay mad at you for a day.

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I wake up so early because I have too. But to my surprise I have a ready breakfast on the side of table near to my bed. Then I saw Wonho, as usual half naked and the thing on his bottom covering a plain white towel. His wet hair makes him more look so hot while caressing it in front of me. So Im having a good desert after I eat breakfast.

"You're awake, you dont need to go outside. I prepare that for you" a plain smile curved to his lips. He is pointing the ready breakfast that I saw earlier.

Okay its fluttering me and my heart also.

"Thank you" he then walked towards me. Then sit on my bed, he faced me. I take time to look at him. Just look, I dont want to say anything on him. He did the same thing, we are having a staring game for almost minutes.

I want to appreciate him like this. Just only him.

How my feelings grow everyday whenever Im with him, especially these days we changed, we became more close than before.

I never ask him, what we are really are? Everyone knows he is dating Hyemin while Im just his bestfriend. But we are doing things that doesnt necessary what bestfriends are really doing.

At this point, as long I have him. Im contented. I dont want him to feel disappointed if he finds out that I have this feelings for him.

Im afraid he might reject me or worst he might avoid me because he was disgusted at me.

"For the long years since we've met, I didnt know that you had those beautiful pairs of eyes" he spoke out while he was eyeing me. His squishy smiles shines as long as the sun rays hit on his face.

Yes Wonho and for the long years, yet you didnt know what I really feel inside for you.

I just smile at him and getting breakfast in front of him.

For now, Im just going to be contented on what we are now. Cause the end of the day, I know what place I was belong. That's being his bestfriend.

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