neolhada ➸ hyungwonho ✔

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Chapter Eleven :

Hyungwon

Months past. Im now used to be Minhyuk's lover. We were freely dating, all I can say Minhyuk is really gentle, did I just mention that before but he really are, he is proving that to me. That I didnt regret to choose him.

School break, I decided to go back to my hometown Gwangju. Minhyuk came with me too to stay with my half brother named Hyunwoo, to his house.

He was holding my hand while we are roaming to the street down the city. Some strange eyes looking at us but not all of them didnt throw any shit on me. All I can say, this proud is underestimated.

"Thank you for letting me go with you here" Minhyuk lend his head to my shoulder. I lend my head to his head. Kiss his hair too.

"I should be the one thanking you" I said in soft tone. I close my eyes not trying to shed a tear.

The time we saw Wonho and we confront each other to our house was the last time we saw him. He took his things out. I dont know what happen to him, I never saw him in the school. I heard him dropping out to his subjects. Ive talked to Hyemin about Wonho. She only said that he didnt want to study this year because he want to focus on his work. I tried to call and text him but he didnt reply nor answering my calls. I guess he didnt want to see me, I just let that go because I realize it was the best for us. Letting each others go.

"That was so deep" Hyunwoo, my older brother just give me a coffee that he did for me. It was middle of the night, I was awaken for no reason. I left Minhyuk still sleeping on the bed. Great timing Hyunwoo was in the kitchen, eating some desserts like it was a midnight snack.

I took a breath again, now he laughed at me.

"You can tell me everything whatever it is" ever since Hyunwoo was being great older brother to me, tho were not sharing the same dad but still he accept me as if I was his really brother.

"Are you really over to Wonho?" Im about open the fridge when I stop and jerk at him.

"Minhyuk is here" I try to avert the topic. I dont want to talk about it for now.

"Why? You just have to simply answer it a no, it going to be a long story if you said yes" Im getting regret those times I tell him a truth that I like Wonho since we were in the middle school until highschool. "But seriously, I thought you will guys getting together" I let out a laugh to that concept.

"He is straight as fuck" but fuck he fucked me.

"Are you sure?" I arched my left eyebrow at him and throw him a confuse look.

"There's no way, he didnt hit any random guys only girls" Hyunwoo just annoyingly nodded at me.

"You didnt answer my question yet" I rolled my eyes. Resume opening the fridge and took some cola. I open it and drink it.

"I guess so" I just answer quickly and storm off.

After I get in my room, I lean against my head to the door. Why do I feel something was hurt down to my chest?

But to my shocked someone back hugged me. Minhyuk?? I thought he was asleep?

"I thought you're gonna leave me?" my eyes widen, did he? Did he heard us talking about to Wonho? Im about to say sorry when he hug me tightly. He lean his head to my back, hearing his sniff.

"I wake up from a bad dream and when I open my eyes you are not here so I thought my dream was real, that you already left me" I switch my body to face him. Claiming his both cheek and lift it up to wipe his tears. This guy love me so much that I know I dont even deserve it. But I will never stop trying to make him happy.

I thought he heard us, thank goodness. I dont want him to feel that Ive choose him because for my only sake. I lean closer and softly claim his lips.

"Thats not going to be happen" I said after releasing his lips. I pull him closer and kiss his forehead.

My tears betrayed me. Im sorry Minhyuk but I have this feeling for Wonho until now. But like Ive always said, I will try my best and hopefully you can still wait for me Minhyuk.

Minhyuk

Hyungwon is now sleeping and I was just pretending asleep. I open my eyes and only staring to Hyungwon. I trace my fingertips to every details on his face. I feel so lucky to have him in my life. I thought Im just going to be stuck on my fantasies on him but right now he was in my arm sleeping next to me.

I lied to Hyungwon, I actually dont have a bad dream like Ive just told him earlier. I just made that an excuse, I actually waken up when he get off to the bed. I after him quietly, I saw him talking to his brother.

I heard it all. Especially that question that made Hyungwon flustered. I know it from the start but seeing him fluster to answer it hurts me. I still feel lacking being of his boyfriend, thats why I cried. Cause I imagine one day what if Hyungwon will choose Wonho over me because he still realize that he still love him.

Like how about me? Am I not enough?

Now Im looking to his sleeping face makes me want to posses him more. I know he will be more happy with me. Ill do anything to make him keep in my arms just like we are now.