neolhada ➸ hyungwonho ✔

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Chapter Twenty One :

Hyungwon

Finally its a Christmas break that I am craving for. It was just a long week ago when first snow happen. It was a beautiful and also lonely time for me. I couldn't just be myself and turn my old self just like I wanted to be. Why was everyone is so good to move on and move forward? Are they just only pretending? Or should I just pretend?

Minhyuk and I still sharing the same room, the way we combine our bed into one now it was separated. Since we break up, that's the set up I am trying to be used to. It was so hard and kinda awkward for me but we both agreed that we really should act fine. Of course I agree but deeply inside of me that was kinda of bullshit.

Now we are in the grocery store cause Kihyun gave us a errand to do for today. I am with Wonho and Changkyun. And the rest of them are in the house. Preparing for the Christmas eve.

"Kihyun was really insane for this. How do we buy all this stuff??" Changkyun whines.

I am only laughing with Wonho and when we made an eye contact he suddenly turn his gaze away from me and I was like felt weird.

"I am kinda relief that you are doing completely fine" he started to walk push the cartwheel. Wonho was in the other side and have his own cartwheel. Changkyun secretly scanning my face after stating those to me.

"I am fine"

"You should be. But also you shouldn't. Its been a complicated to you so I understand"

Everyone was shocked when we broke up. They didn't expected it and neither I.

"I guess you'll sort your feelings way too sooner" sometimes I hate Changkyun for being like this. He was the usual silent but when he talk, his words left me speechless.

Oh God why do I miss Minhyuk at this time around.

"Hyungwon are you okay??" Wonho touched my forehead like he was checking me up.

After we buy what Kihyun ask us in the grocery area. We stopped by in the mini food park and we rest for awhile.

"What do you want to eat?" Wonho asked me after scanning my whole face. I was lost for a moment and couldn't think what to answer.

"I want pasta only and also pineapple juice" Changkyun quickly answer. Wonho only nod and came back to me still waiting for my answer.

"Burger" I can only to say. I have so much in my mind and that's the only food that came first from my mind.

"How about drink??" he asked me again.

"Ah.. just like Changkyun" I quick glance at him and awkwardly sneered.

I look stupid I guess.

Wonho left us and order the food we told him. He left me with this cheeky guy Changkyun who is giving me a weird look.

"You still like him?" I glared at him. "What??"

"Changkyun??!"

"I was just asking" when he did became so nosy like this?? "I like Jooheon" he suddenly just confess to me and I was just like stare at him waiting to say that he was joking but he only dead plain stare at me back.

"For real?" I was too busy in my own dilemma and I didn't even notice it.

"Yeah. But no. I don't want to date my friend or should say a best friend" he rolled his eyes. "Well Jooheon is a type of person I wanna be with and I wouldn't let anything happen to lost him. Look, just like what happen between Wonho, Minhyuk and you guys.. I don't want that to happen. He is the best bud I ever had"