neolhada ➸ hyungwonho ✔

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Chapter Eighteen :

Hyungwon

As we catching our breath and feeling bit dizzy. I cant feel my body anymore. Our sweats sticking to each other. And Minhyuk snuggle to my sticky chest again after the last round. I can feel his warm breath to my bare chest skin. I kissed his the top of his head as I sniffed his scent. He still smell so nice.

"I think I wouldn't be here in the weekend" Minhyuk suddenly blurted out of the blue.

"Why?" I asked. I cover him a blanket cause I don't want him to catch a cold knowing he is naked.

"My parents call me and I have to attend our family gathering" he said with his sadden tone. I lifted his chin up and faced him. He is now pouting.

"You want me to go with you?"

"I want too but I don't want you to feel out of place there. Also I can introduce you to my family next time. Besides we have a lot things we did in school, you deserve to have a rest" then he kissed my chest in swiftly way. I only gasp some air when he really was into again.

"You have a lots a energy huh?" he grin at me.

"Of course. I'll be gone for days. Ill make sure I make the most time with you" but before he goes again to his agenda. I hugged him tightly and close my eyes. I pretend I fell asleep already.

I can hear his little tantrums and feel those little slaps he did to me.

I feel drained and its already middle of the night. I want to sleep already.

We acted normal after we have a mini revelation last last day. I don't know how long I'll pretend that I am just okay that he is here. Anytime he can put another show again. I cant stay calm even though he is just acting like fine like us, he was just like co existing with us. We didn't have a talk cause I cant just talk to him like I used to be before. I may looking avoiding him but what can I even do?

Gladly also Minhyuk didn't spill anything about it. I am kinda relief but also anxious on what Minhyuk's thinking at this moment.

"You are hiding something to us right?"

I was in the cafeteria when Changkyun and Jooheon just popped out in front of me while holding their tray with foods.

"You look so bothered this day and especially now"

I actually feel so guilty to them. They were so good to us and treat us their family too. For years we've been living in the same apartment. They grow closer to me as like my younger brothers. That made me into guilt tripping myself even more especially now that they were so worried for a thing that weren't aware of.

I look intently to them. Sighing. I want to keep this alone cause it may not matter to them but seeing them clueless doesn't feel sit right to me.

"But if you can't tell us, you don't need to" Changkyun suddenly interrupt my thoughts. I only smiled in apologetic way.

"He's right. We actually so concern of what's happening but also respecting your decision to kept it by yourself" Jooheon secondary commotion.

I'm glad that I have still have them even though I've still kept a secret from them.

"It's a long story. But to make it short I did a huge mistake that leads to ruin our friendship. And I'm actually torn on two sides right now" I made a little confession to them and they were like in confusion faces.