neolhada ➸ hyungwonho ✔

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Chapter Fourteen :

Hyungwon

"You guys are really wild huh?" Kihyun just just throw me a gaze that I'm not getting comfortable at. Its morning and we are gathered in the dining area to eat breakfast, luckily my class today was not that early so I can barely take a nap because I didn't get enough sleep. I try to keep hide the hickeys that Minhyuk just did to me last night but it was too big and scandalous even Jooheon and Changkyun keep glancing at it.

Minhyuk was still in the kitchen preparing the friend rice with sunny side up egg on it. Apprently it was my addiction right now I love Minhyuk's cooking even though Kihyun sometimes scolding him for doing mess in the kitchen.

"Minhyuk can you do it faster? Your boyfriend seems to be hungry right now" then Kihyun throw me a sneer. Jooheon and Changkyun just giggled.

I hate them so much. This is how I don't want anybody from this house know about that I'm dating Minhyuk. Since they knew it, I got tease everyday and the great Minhyuk wouldn't even bother to stop them. Seems like he is enjoying how our friends are roasting me up.

"Here's your food, love" he even touched my chin right in front of my friends. Guess what their reaction are? Damn so annoying.

I look to Minhyuk's back while cleaning his mess. Like hello he was scared that Kihyun will scold him so he was doing his job already.

We finished breakfast and because we have their own schedules, I saw my friends dissappearing one by one. Well I guess we will see each other faces tonight.

Minhyuk was still here and packing his things up. I am going walk with him today, since we are been blockmates in several subjects so our scedules today are same. While waiting for him to come out in our room. I browse to my phone and I was shocked when I receive a text from Wonho.

He told me to meet him after class. This is insane.

"Babe!!" I almost dropped my phone when Minhyuk just back hug me.

"Oh you look like you saw a ghost" he grin at me. "What? Are you hiding something on me?" I hate how Minhyuk doing this to me. I don't if its me but he asking me something off at me. Fine. I think I'm just guilty.

"Nothing" I slightly smiled but thats not making Minhyuk buy it.

"Common, I've been your friend for a long time and also your boyfriend for a months. I know that look, something bugging you?" I shake my head and kissed the tip of his nose to distract him.

"You know what? Lets go" I heard him whine but I walked out first than him.

This aint right and I know it.

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"We should do something fun after class" he said after our Prof came out to our room.

"Uhm.." I don't feel to go out.

"Why? Do you have a plan right after our class?" here we go again. Why do I really feel off to his question like he was really trying to caught me off guard.

"No its not that--" I was cut off when he just kissed my cheek.

"Its a no then its a yes for me. Its been a long time since we ate from the outside. Lets go out date please" he cling on my arm and trying lure me with his puppy look.

"Fine" what should I do? I just gave up already. He was about to kiss me when I put my hands to his lips. Look around us and our classmates looking at us like we are in the scene in the movie.

"Stop they are looking at us" he just giggled at me. Looks like he was excited kid at me.

I think it was a great timing. I had an excuse to Wonho. We shouldn't meet for now.

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"I think we should do it tonight" I was blank space right after we ate to his favorite burger place, went from bowling and watch him beat me off and went to see a movie in the cinema. It was a long exhausted day for me. But I was just snapped out when I realized what he is hinting.

"Ah eh" we've been not doing it. And I didn't even think doing that to him.

"Please" he is now playing his trick on me again. But I really refuse.

I push him a little and walked in first at the house. Seems like we are the only people in the house yet, the others weren't still here.

"I am your boyfriend and its normal to ask you for that" I jerked back at him.

"Its not the right time yet" and also I cant do that to him.

He is looking at me with his strange eyes. Its emotionless.

"Aren't you love me enough?" it hits me. When I did that with Wonho I didn't even think twice and let him touch me. And whenever he touch me, it was mix happiness and satisfaction. "Or you didn't love me enough like you loved Wonho"

"Minhyuk!!!!!"

"What? Am I right?"

I just want to be happy. All I want is to be happy. But why is this happening to me. Why cant I be just happy just for once?

I walked closer to him. Grab his head and sealed him with a kiss. A kiss that I want to shower him my frustration as his boyfriend. I want to give all my damn self to feel those again. Maybe if I'll do it with him, I can finally be free with Wonho and finally I'll be falling in love truly with Minhyuk.

He kissed me back as I roamed my all hands to his back down to his butt. I bit his lips and trying to lick his lower lip. While kissing him non stop I unbottoned my shirt.

I dont care if we are still in lounge, if fucking him will be the only way to make things good. Then I'll go for it.

I pushed him in the couch and made top of him. I was already half naked and I'm busy to undressed him while still kissing him. I started to kiss his jaw line down to his neck. Sucking it like he did to my neck.

"Stop it" I didn't listen. Cause I'm all for him now. When he just pushed me away from him and he look so weird right after away.

I'm not drunk but I really did wild and as if I was losing my senses.

"Hyungwon, I'm sorry" he hugged himself and I felt ashamed for what I did to him. I think I crossed the line.

I cried like a helpless shit person. I was disgusted to myself after realizing I was whole jerk thinking I can escape everything by using him. I think I didn't think about his feelings.

"No Minhyuk, I'll be the one who sorry for this. I'm so sorry" I get his hand and kissed it gently.

He cried also and he hugged me. "I'm sorry I shouldn't even told that to you. I shouldn't ask that voguely. It wasn't pleasant. I'm so sorry" he kissed me gently in my forehead.

"I broke my oath to you, that I will be waiting for the day you will finally love me. I'm sorry if I was the impatient one here" I shook my head. I hugged him.

"I love you"