Violently Icy

Abandonedment

Fuck that shit. No way in hell was I seriously going to get attached to this guy. Nope. Ryder wasn't much of my type anyway. He was a little too soft (to be honest). He had the toxic mentality of someone who just had no care. Like he was somewhat like Tate. I knew he also didn't mean what he said. Or was simply sex talk, roleplay. As soon as I went faster and my hips were making his cock go in and out of my pussy, I could hear his moans getting louder and louder. He sat upwards and he felt so fucking good inside me as I continued to ride him. We both began to moan quite loudly and soon enough we had both came together.

I was relieved that Tate had gone because I knew what he'd think and say if he were here right now... "Why don't you let me fuck you now then Rhaven. Come on Rhave, please. You let him why not me," or something else that intense. We both shook slightly when we came and then we both fell onto the bed beside one another. Breathless, he said," Rhaven.. I've never just done that before. Never just fucked someone without thinking twice about it. You were such a good partner though. You were almost made for me." I had to resist the urge to laugh at him.

He was funny. Those last words were priceless. "Yeah, um... So.. You weren't my first time just hooking up but I must say your better than some I've had. Won't deny it but, not the best. There's alot more we could've done. Let's be real here," I replied. His presence felt odd (maybe it would disappear). Hopefully. There was feelings I hadn't paid attention to feel before. And I didn't like feeling them now either. I felt kinda heartless. Oh well. I felt someone's presence and immediately got intensely scared.

I heard the front door creack open, and heavy footsteps step inside. Ryder rushed to get dressed and I did the same. "You can stay in the attic or basement nobody every really goes in those places here. It's usually just me and lovers so... Just relax and enjoy the stay I guess," I said. He didn't say anything more to me and went towards the basement. I heard the lock on the inside of the basement click shut and started to become frantic a bit, pacing back and forth in my bedroom. I instantly knew who had walked into my home. I felt his aura. And his immense spiritual power.

Tate! "How could you," I began to cry out, my voice cracking up as I spoke. I felt the tears hit my cheeks. "How could you make me feel like I was special and then act like I'm just a nobody. Huh? Can you tell me that one Tate. You grew up with me, you know me from head to bones and organs. How can you just fuck me and act like it was nothing and that it never happened? That you never begged me for more inside your head. Don't forget I can read you faster than most can. We have history together once before this too. When we first met, you had done the same thing as you did tonight," I shouted at him. He just stood speechless and in awe.

"I.. I'm sorry Rhave, but you know I can't get tied down and attached. Not til I feel it's really best for me and who I'm with. You've gotta understand. Please say you know where I'm coming from here?! You can't just randomly let me know you caught feelings after all this time. And after a few fucks that were decent.. The few times we hooked up there was something rough happening to us both and we were under the influence of something. Just fucking around with one another, jokingly. I don't see you like that," Tate said.

I just stood in front of him crying and him just watching me, not doing a fucking thing. After a few minutes he says," I can also smell the thing you had in here and I can also smell him on you so.. There's that... You've already got someone else who makes you very happy," he replied. After a few moments, he let himself out of my house and locked the door on the way out too. My cries became louder and I felt Ryder standing outside the door. I hear a gentle knock on my door and when I didn't answer, he opened the door and walked inside. I was standing on the balcony with the wind blowing my hair.

I felt his hands wrap around me from behind and his breath grazed the back of my neck. "I heard everything. I'm sorry... I can leave if I'm causing you trouble Rhaven. Just say it," Ryder said. I got out of his grasp and said," It's fine. Not anything to really do with you. He gets jealous and ...weird. I don't understand him sometimes. He acts like he wants a relationship one minute and the next he's single and dating and fucking and doesn't want serious. I just.. I don't know I thought maybe I was the thing he needed but I guess not... He also has a hate for werewolves because of what happened to his parents," I answered back. The tears on my cheeks began to fall once again.