Violently Icy

Secrets in the house

There were definitely some serious secrets that were supposed to be hidden in this house, but I was surely going to figure them out somehow, eventually. I awoke to the sound of my phone vibrating and since I knew it was Ryder, I knew I had to answer it. "Hello", I asked, still in a daze. "Rhave, I.. I know I messed up. Believe me. I just want one more chance to prove that I want you. That I want my little girl and my little boy. I want my family", he replied.

My head still spinning but I answered back,"What's so different than those whores that makes you want us? Especially now, Ryde." I could feel the irritation in him without even having to be sure about it. "I figured I could get rid of the drug that you were giving me by caring for me. Actually caring for me. I figured if I drowned myself in alcohol and drugs and whores that maybe it wouldn't make me miss you. Miss them. I realize now that I'm wrong. Very wrong. I realize that I need you. Need them. I need my family", he answered back.

"And how do I know that your not just going to come back in my life, into theirs and just repeat the same bullshit you just pulled on us", I asked.  His irritation grew quite thick over the phone. "If I do, I won't be coming back again. And if I should, you can just give me one final chance to make it up to you. But I'm sure that it will never come to that. Not again", he answered. I knew I had to make some decision and I clearly couldn't trust my mind because of the daze it was still in. I guess now I could only trust my heart with this one.

"Alright. But if you repeat the same shit you just pulled, I can't promise another chance. I can't promise you won't be in an early grave either. You better be there when I need you. When the time comes for them to be born", I replied back. I felt like we had come to an actual mutual agreement with the status of our relationship. "Text me whenever you need me or call and I'll be right there as soon as I can. I swear it", he said before he hung up.

I felt as if we understood each other for once. I wasn't sure how I truly felt now that my babydaddy was going to chose us over every other girl in the entire world. Or at least, I hoped. I began to feel a pain in my uterus and I knew what that meant. The twins were coming! I tried to grab my phone and dial Ryder's number but when I dialed it, it just rang and rang and rang. "Shit", I shouted. "Tate", I screamed, as loud as I could.

Tate and Daemon both came running and as soon as they saw me, they both knew what I needed. "Okay, let's get you to the car. Daemon, I need you to grab the bags from the hallway outside of the room she was in. That has everything we'll need for them", Tate said. Daemon did as his brother had asked and it was the first time I could say they were working together and not fighting with one another on things. I smiled but knew I shouldn't hold the smile because as soon as they noticed, they probably would've went back to normal.

The pain became overbearing and my body felt like it wasn't going to handle it much longer. Tears began to flooded my eyes and I knew the feeling I was having was one of disappointment and happiness. Disappointment in Ryder's not answering me and happiness that I would finally hold my precious children. I continued to blow up Ryder's phone as we were on the way to the hospital.