Who's Mind Is In My Mind? (complete)

Chapter 11

My mood and temper had been like a live wire for the last few months, well year and two months since I was restored. And it's just getting progressively worse with every passing day. And after the things that I learned about Natasha last night, it's a yeblya miracle that I hadn't just beaten her zhopa to death right there in front of everyone. (fucking, ass)

During my training I could feel myself getting angrier and angrier. Instead of my anger and hatred of Natasha lessening with my training, it was growing by leaps and bounds, I just couldn't understand why. Soon my head was pounding because my anger had made me grit my teeth so HARD.

I beat on several punching bags during my training. I was doing my dead level best to get my anger back under control, to not let it take control of me. But it wasn't working, it just kept getting worse and worse.

Until I finally became so angry that I punched one of the punching bags so hard that I busted it wide open. And I kicked another one so hard that I had broken the chain that it hung from the ceiling by, making the bag go flying all the way across the gym.

My anger was getting out of control. Before I realized what I was doing my anger had consumed me. And I went mad destroying everything that I could get my hands on.

Then I got dizzy and I felt a darkness consume me as I passed out.

*DREAM*

Today, I am in Venice, and it's my last day here. I held three red roses in my hand, it was time to carry out my ritual.

I kissed the first rose and said, "I love you." Then I dropped it into the water.

I kissed the second rose and said, "I miss you." Then I dropped it into the water too.

I kissed the third and final rose and said, "you come first for eternity, my love." Then it also fell into the embrace of the waiting water below.

As I watched the roses drift away on the current, I looked down at my wrist, where it was bandaged.

As Dimitri I  was terrified that this amazingly lovely and lonely woman that I had been watching for almost an entire year. Had tried to bring harm to herself because of the pain, despair and depression that she was going through. Because of the pain, despair, anguish and depression that some unworthy man and her ex-best friend had cause her.

But as the woman I reached over and removed the bandage. Underneath it was a new tattoo. I looked at it as I ran my thumb over it. Well, she ran her thumb over it.

It said, "You come first," under that was the word, "For" Under the word for, was an eternity symbol and under the eternity symbol were the words. "my love."

Then the lady leaned over the ledge she had been leaning on, and I was afraid that she was about to jump. But instead she just looked at her reflection, which to me, was still blurry and out of focus. The only thing that I could make out about her face, were her beautiful soulful expressive, milk chocolate brown eyes.

She looked into her own beautiful brown eyes for a long time, before she said the words that still haunted me to this very day.

"See something you like?" With those words the dream disappeared.

*END DREAM*

(LPOV)

"Princess?"

"Yes, Guardian Sullivan?"

"Belikov was just found passed out in one of the guardian gyms, he is being taken to the hospital as we speak."

"Is he alright?!"