Who's Mind Is In My Mind? (complete)

Chapter 45

"Yes, it was. But you are, always have been and always will be, worth that and any and everything else that I will ever have to go through for you. Ya lyublyu tebya milaya moy. Vsegda i navsegda dorogoy moy, Vsegda i navsegda." (I love you my dear. Always and forever my darling, always and forever)

"Thank you, Roza, thank you so much. I love you too, more than you know I swear, sooo much more than you will ever know or understand detka. Anyway, you even got Lissa to restore me, once you found out that there was a way to bring me back. And now... now you are giving us the family that we have both always longed so desperately for together lyubov' moya." (baby, my love)

I moved to where I was now kneeling on both knees and then I continued.

"Even after all that you have already done for me... for us, I am asking you to do one more thing for me. Detka, I have loved you for what feels like my entire life. Even though I know that it has actually only been about, but not quite, three years. Before I met you dorogoy moya, I had cut myself off from everyone except for my family and even partially from them. Before I met you, I was pretty much a robot, all I ever did was work. I didn't talk to anyone, if it wasn't work related, I didn't do anything for the pure joy of it other than read. I locked myself away from the world. And then it happened, then I met you. You, who are the love and light of my life, my soul mate, my one true everlasting love. And you changed everything lyubov' moya. The world... my world, my whole entire world became bright and filled with colors, beauty and music once again. So, here I am kneeling at your feet, asking... no no begging you Roza. Would you please make me the happiest man that has ever or will ever live? Will you please promise to spend the rest of your life with me? Will you promise for us to raise our children together? Dorogoy moya, will you please be my wife? Will you marry me my Roza?" (baby, my darling, my love, my darling)

I watched, from my position on the floor at her feet, as tears welled in lyubov' moya beautiful milk chocolate brown eyes. Just before they began to roll down her perfectly angelic face. I sooo hoped that at least our daughters get there mother's eyes, if all of our children don't. (my loves)

"I love you so much Dimitri, I always have, loving you is the one good thing in my life that has never and will never change. And I know that you have always known that. It is only thanks to you that I even know what real true everlasting love really is dorogoy moy." (my darling)

She cupped my cheek very gently and lovingly as she smiled looking into my eyes.

"I know that I have told you this at least a million times before. But, the very first night that we met, when I looked out that kitchen window and saw you standing there... I was completely captivated by you; I was totally awe struck by your pure angelic gorgeousness. And then, just minutes later, when you held me in your arms for the very first time." (my darling)

She paused for a moment giving me a watery smile before continuing.

"That was the moment that I knew that you are the other half of my heart and soul. That is when I realized that in your heart and arms is where I belong... where I have always belonged. That is when I understood that you are, always have been and always will be, my one true home. I love you more than I have ever loved anything or anyone else in my whole entire life. So, yes detka, yes, I will proudly become your Mrs. Rose Belikov." (baby)

I slid the ring onto her finger, hopped up, wrapped her in my loving arms, lifted her off of the ground up above my head and spun us around in unmitigated joy. I was very thankfully that the pills that the doctor gave her for the dizziness, lightheadedness and nausea were still working.

"Thank you sooo sooo much dorogoy moya. I love you so so so so so much detka. Sooo much lyubov' moya, sooo much." (my darling, baby, my love)