Who's Mind Is In My Mind? (complete)

Chapter 34

"I can see that." He said, as he looked around my bedroom. Everything in it, was red or black. My bedspread, was black with splashes of crimson red, sapphire and royal blue and royal purple.

Shaking his head, he looked at the large closet, the dresser, chest of drawers, the bedside tables, the small desk and the vanity table with mirror. Where I fix my hair and apply my make-up.

"Damn, you could actually live in here."

I laughed. "Trust me, it took some time for me to get used to it too."

"I imagine so." He smiled as he laughed.

"All right, pull up a seat, on the bed of course, and let's get started." I told him, wiggling my eyebrows at him for a change.

"We need to go through these guardians and find a dozen guardians for the others. After I figure out who my other two assistants and public advisors will be we will have to do this all over again. Then we will only need ten. Oh, I meant to tell you that baba found, and Oksana restored, Sonya Karp a few weeks ago. Mishka doesn't know anything about it yet. I want her to have the time and space, that she needs to heal and recover, before I tell him. I don't want him to have to go through what I went through. Until then, she is staying with Oksana and Mark. I told her that as soon as she feels like seeing Mishka again to let me know. She started asking for him as soon as she was restored, but by the time she had been checked out medically. She was like you were when you were restored and as I said I didn't want Mishka to have to go through what I did. No one should ever have to go through what I went through, and thankfully we know that now.  And wherever we are, when she is ready, she will soon be there. She has also agreed to be one of my assistants and undercover advisors."

He nodded.

"That's really great Roza. It was very nice of you to find and restore Sonya. I am sure that Mikhail will appreciate that. And I am sooo sorry for what I put you through after I was restored."

"It wasn't your fault, as I said, Sonya is going through the samething as you did. I tried to push you to far to fast but as I said we now know how to really handle that. So please don't feel bad, if anyone should feel bad, that should be me. Because I shouldn't have pushed you, I should have realized that you would need time and space to rest and recuperate from your ordeal. I am just glad that you have and I am sooo sorry that I pused you. As for Mishka, I hope that he will be happy that she is back. If he loves and misses her, anywhere near like I love and missed you. Then I know he will."

"You have nothing to apologize for my Roza, neither of us really knew what to do or how to act and react. And as much as I hate how much I hurt you, at least we now  know what not to do with the other newly restored."

"I agree. That is just one of the good things that came from my being hurt. No one else has to go through it."

"I am so glad that you can look back on that in a positive way. But I still hate sooo much that I hurt you sooo badly, Roza."

"It's all in the past now Mitya, let's just look towards our future together. Our happy future together."

"Thank you, my beautiful Roza. I just want to remind you, that I love you more than anything or anyone else in this world."

"I know that detka, but thank you for reminding me." I smiled at him. (baby)

Moving our conversation along he asked me a question.

"Have you asked Sydney about being one of your assistants, advisors and alchemist liaison yet?"

"Yes, I did as a matter of a fact. I asked her as soon as I woke up."