The End Of All Things // B.U

The Time I Made A Mistake

I always have my camera with me so I took it out once we got to the mall. "Hey guys. I thought I haven't vlogged in a while and we're at the mall so why not. Anyway I'm here with Harley and Max. If you didn't know Max is Harley's not so little younger brother. He's two years younger and yeah." I explained.

"I just texted Annie and she said she's in the mall with Seb." Harley said putting his phone away.

"I'm gonna see where Brian is. Here Harley take over." I handed him my camera while I texted Brian.

Me: hey Brian. It's Ava. Are you near the mall? Harley and I are here.

RichBoiBrian: Yeah. We're actually in the mall. We're currently outside hot topic so if you wanna meet us then you can.

Me: okay. That's like my favourite store because I'm an e d g y teen. I'll see you there.

"Brian, Joji and Kris are outside hot topic. Let's go find them then find Annie and Seb." I mentioned. "By the way I'm a huge fan girl and I'm meeting my favourite rapper and singer. So yeah. I'm excited." I saw hot topic and saw them in front of it. I started hitting Harley's arm and hid my face in his hoodie sleeve. "I can see them!"

"Stop hiding and let's go!" He exclaimed. We walked over and they spotted me.

"Is this her. Is this really the Ava-Jay Urie!" Brian exclaimed walking over.

"Nah I'm just a random fan girl who makes music and who's dad sings in a top 10 band. No big deal." I replied. He hugged me and turned around pointing and Joji and Kris.

"Hey Ava. This is Joji and Kris."

"Hey guys. I'm a huge fan."

"You're a huge fan. Dude I'm a huge fan of you!" Joji added hugging me.

"Yeah. Me too." Kris mentioned joining the hug.

"Wow. This is really weird."

"We should go find Seb and Annie." Harley reminded.

"True. Come on. I'll introduce you guys." I mentioned walking to where I told them to meet us. "Hey Seb. Sorry we took a while. We were also meeting these so we decided whichever's closer we'll meet first."

"It's fine." Sebastian added.

"Oh this is Brian, Joji and Kris. Guys this is Sebastian Moy and Annie LeBlanc." They exchanged greetings and then we went to the movie.

I was sat in between Sebastian and Harley. I had Harley's hoodie on, I stole it from him a long time ago, so I kept hiding my face it when I got scared. At the scariest part I felt Harley and Sebastian look at each other before Seb pulled up the armrest and hugged me. I hid my face in his chest till the end of the movie.

After the movie
We came out of the movie and I was still holding Sebastian's hand. He wasn't letting go so I didn't either. "Wanna go for food?" Joji asked.

"Ava and I have to head back. We have band rehearsals all day." Harley replied.

"But we have school tomorrow." Sebastian added sadly.

"I'm sorry. I have to do it from home." I mentioned.

"Okay. I'll see you later then." He kissed my cheek and we went to Harley's car.

Tuesday
Today's the day I tell the band I'm leaving. They made me promise I would never leave and now they're gonna all hate me.

I got to the rehearsal and they all greeted me. I was hit with an overwhelming sense of guilt so my smile faded. Harley looked at me and as if he knew what I was about to do walked over and bent down to whisper in my ear. "If you do this you're gonna make the biggest mistake of your life." Then walked to where the guys were sat and sat opposite them.

"Um... guys?" I asked. No one heard me. "Guys? Guys!" No one listened. "I'm leaving the band!"

"You're what!?" Miles exclaimed.

"I'm... um... leaving the band."

"But Ava. You promised."

"I know. But you've got Harley. You don't need me. You're successful because of Harley not me. I'm not needed."

"Ava. We can't do this without you. You're the glue that holds this band together."

"You can do amazing. I'm sorry guys."

"Whatever." Harley added.

"Guys I'm sorry." I repeated.

"Just go. If you're not in the band anymore what are you doing at the rehearsal. Come on let's go." The guys left and Harley made sure to hit my shoulder on the way past. I sat down and just started sobbing. I made them all hate me.

"Hey hey. What's wrong?" Sebastian asked walking in.

"I just left the band. Now they all hate me. I just made the biggest mistake of my life." I replied.

"Hey it's okay. I'm here. I won't leave you." He pulled me into a hug and I sobbed into his chest.

"I'm sorry Seb. I bet you hate me for putting all this on you."

"No no no. I don't. Ava. You're perfect. You're a problem solver not a reliant. This is all new for you. You'll be fine. But the thing is you have to play one more show."

"Which is?"

"Avril Lavigne is having a party and all the bands have to cover a song. So you're singing Girlfriend."

"I'm guessing I have to act hot and bothered with Harley?"

"Yep."

"Do the guys know?"

"Yep."

"When is it?"

"In two hours."

"What?! What am I gonna do?"

"Come back stronger. Act like nothing bothers you anymore. Make them jealous of how sure you are of your decision."

"Hm... should I kiss Harley on stage?"

"I say go for it. Break his heart. He broke yours."

"We should go home. I need to get ready."

At home
I ran upstairs and went straight into my closet. I dug around till I found the perfect thing. I had a huge pink Floyd tee I stole from Harley and my black thigh high boots. I put some light makeup on and put my hair in French braids. I grabbed my denim jacket then went downstairs to find my parents. "How do I look?" I asked Sarah and Brendon when I found them.

"Beautiful as always." Sarah replied.

"Stunning." Brendon added.

"I guess I'm ready then. How long did I take?" I mentioned.

"An hour and a half."

"What time does the party start?"

"In five minutes. We wanna be fashionably late."

"When do we go on?"

"In half an hour so we should probably get going."

A/n - I haven't uploaded in a while... sorry. Anyway I'm currently on holiday so yeah. It's also my birthday tomorrow so I'm gonna be 14 and yeahhhhhhh that's pretty much it... bye.

- Ava x