The End Of All Things // B.U

BONUS [ava's coming out video]

so i kinda forgot about this. in the book at some point ava came out to the world. i forgot to publish the actual dialogue. oops. well. here you go.

- ava x

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"i have attempted to film this video maybe five times. i just like. don't know how to put words into like, um, sentences i guess. i'm just not going to edit this and just upload it." i said, rubbing my palms together nervously. "i'm just gonna get straight to it. well not straight. i'm not straight. i'm actually pansexual. my last relationship was with a girl. my best friend actually. one you all know and love and see a lot on this channel. kayla. we dated for a while but then we just lost feelings and broke up. it was honestly the best relationship as the rest of them, by the rest of them i mean the two before kayla since she was my third ever, they weren't very nice. they were just not very good for me to be in, mental heath sake. you know what since i'm on the topic of confessing all. i have anxiety and depression. i fake being happy. i was an orphan. i can be a bitch sometimes. i don't actually like eggs." a few tears started falling and i laughed. "wow i'm getting emotional over eggs. anyway... i'm getting extremely off topic here. but. i'm pansexual. i like boys and girls and everything in between. i just like people. so i'm gonna answer a few questions that my dad sent me to answer." i got my phone out and went onto whatsapp. "so. first. when did you realise you weren't straight? probably when i moved here. i thought some of the girls were so nice and perfect and that's when i had my first girl crush. leading into the next question. who was your first female crush? it was kayla. i liked kayla for about two years before i started dating her. it was actually quite hard because i didn't know what her sexuality was. anyway. who is your female celebrity crush? halsey. definitely halsey. you know. if you wanna make a song. do a collab. hit me up. you have my number. anyway. who keeps you straight? bts. stray kids." i muttered harley under my breath but i couldn't even hear myself so i doubt anyone could hear me. "anyway. that is it for today. i have a few collabs scheduled to go up soon. see you."