The Last Secret♥[HARRY STYLES FANFICTION] -Completed-

A Lost Soul ?

Bess was walking around she didn't have anywhere to sleep. she just walked around until she was exhausted she was hungry. She kept walking she didn't stop she walked through the empty town she saw so many hotels but she didn't bring her wallet she was so hungry she wanted to go back to Harry's house but she could never face him or any of the others but she was so hungry she didn't have a choice.. she went into the house and grabbed her wallet from the kitchen counter and walked back out she was quiet she ran when she heard footsteps as she closed the door she slowed her pace as she reached the corner and looked back she saw a man step up he curls were still in place. she whispered:"i'm sorry" but she was too far for him to hear she kept walking. She heard:"BESS! BESS COME BACK HERE PLEASE!" it was faint but she could tell it came from her curly haired love by his deep british accent she stopped for a while. 

Someone grabbed her hand she was startled she turned around and was facing a man with curly hair green eyes which were red and puffy from all the crying. She looked deeply into those eyes she tried to turn away but she couldn't...

Harry:"w-w-why did you leave Bess?"

Bess:"after Louis' rant i didn't want to face any of you i was embarrassed i-i-i-i was ashamed"

Bess looked away Harry held her chin and lifted it up so he would stare into her blue eyes and said:"Bess what you did was wrong and you admitted it but running away isn't the answer"

Bess:"running i the only thing i do best disappering from everyone is what i do to avoid any drama i needed to do that today i hurt you i hurt everyone and i don't want to lose anymore people''

Harry:"i know you've been hurt before you've been hurt alot but look hiding and disappearing isn't going to help"

Bess:"when rory left i hid from the world for week it helped me but not other people" she looked into his eyes "Harry people deal with things differently especially me i'm not like everyone else i'm different"

Harry:"thats what makes you special Bess"

Bess:"Harry i raised myself i lost so many people and right now i'm losing you"

Harry:"you didn't lose me yet Bess"

Bess:"not yet but soon enough i will Harry i've been raised in the dark on my own nobody helped me with my problems everytime i had to face a problem i'd hide away from everyone just in time for everyone to forget if it took me years or weeks or months i wouldn't care i would just hide until tehy forgot"

Harry:"Bess you have to face your problems stop hiding stop running stop being afraid"

Bess looked straight at him this time into his eyes he could see that she was angry as she spoke:"you know nothing about me notihng about my past nothing about what i'm going through right now everytime i want to tell you it burns deep inside me because i can't you don't know how much i've been suffering Harry nobody knows and nobody will ever know"

Harry:"why can't you tell me Bess? would it hurt you that much for me to know?"

Bess:"it won't hurt me it would kill me Harry it would kill me you might know my past with the tiny bits you saw and the tiny bits i told you but you will never know me nobody will ever know me you are everything to me but sometimes i wonder what am i to you? what am i to the people i know? i'm nobody each and everyone of you have lived a happy life you didn't face the things i faced every day i have a hundred questions on my mind but i never have the answers Harry i never know what i need to know"

Harry:"everybody has questions on their mind too Bess not just you everyone wants answers to unanswered questions you don't know what you are to me true because whenever i want to tell you i chicken out and when i saw what you did with Niall i remembered your promise.. you broke it everything fell apart Bess you were my true love the one that gave me butterflies everytime i looked at you but now i dont know"