Under the surface

part 6

''= thoughts

jack's p.o.v:
"what was that for?" emma asked confused but yet, smiling.
"to tell you how much you mean to me and how much i love you" i answered and she smiled.
"can i ask you something?"
"yeah sure" she said
"how.. for how long..?"
"3 years.."
'three years.., three damn years. she was living in hell since her mother died and for the last three years she lived in a place worse than hell. she lived inside her mind, with all her demons.' 

"can i ask one more thing?"
"you can ask as much as you want jacky, i don't want to keep secrets from you anymore.." i smiled. "someone bit you up.. w-who?" i asked to confirm my theory. i've always thought that her dad was abusing her but i had no proofs.
"my dad.." she said and looked down to the floor. i was so angry, i wanted to punch him. i always hated him and now when my theory is right i hate him even more.

"why didn't you say anything? why did you let yourself suffer for three years?"
"he.. he.. i was so afraid"
"that's okay, i'm here now and i won't let anyone hurt you."
"thank you"

i hugged her tightly, letting her feel safe in my arms.
she fell asleep in my arms a few minutes later, i put her under the covers and layed next to her but i couldn't sleep.

i stared at the ceiling, my mind was filled with thoughts and questions.
'how i've never noticed the pain in her eyes? why i wasn't there when she needed me? ugh.. there are to many why, too many questions and no answers..'

a/n
what do you think is the answers for jack's questions guys?
and what do u think of the ff so far?

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love, odelia💙💙