One Love

Chapter 28

Peters POV

            It was around 10 and I was just lying in bed. I wanted to go see Hayden, but she was hanging out with Jason and her dad. There was a knock at my door and before I could even tell them to come in the door opened anyways.

            “Pete?”

            “Hey mum.” I said looking up from my phone. She was sad, I knew it. I stood up and went to her hugging her tight. “What’s wrong mum?”

            “It’s your grandpa.” She whispered. My grandpa Peter was my only grandpa left and I knew by her voice that my mum’s second dad was gone. I held my tears back. After my dad died my grandpa never came around anymore, he was so heartbroken and he couldn’t look at me without seeing him in my eyes, or my actions. If he could’ve seen me now he would see my dad in me more than ever. My grandpa would’ve hated me. It’s my fault that my mum couldn’t see him. My arms dropped from hugging her and she backed up staring at me.

            “Peter?” But I didn’t answer. I started to shake and she knew, she knew what was going to happen to me. “I’ll leave.” She said, crying more now and closing the door with her on the other side. And then I lost control, I was picking up anything in sight and whipping it across the room.

            “SON OF A BITCH!” I screamed throwing picture frames and ripping pictures off the wall. Next was everything on my side table. The glass of water was now sprayed on the wall and glass shards were on the floor and in my hand. Before I knew it my hands were being taken into soft small ones. I shoved her against the wall too hard.

            “Peter, baby it’s okay, it’s just me.” Hayden whispered. I had her hands over her head and she was against the wall. “It’s me, you’re okay.”

            “Hayden,” I mumbled, my nose flaring and my breaths were large and fast.

            “It’s me. I’m here.” She said. I needed to break something, more than what I did. I crushed my mouth on hers. I needed to get it off my mind and Hayden was my distraction. I still had her hands in mine while she kissed me back. I let her hands go and put mine behind her back. Hers pulled at my hair and I picked her up leading her towards my bed my hands slipping up her shirt. She kissed my neck and her lips were soft and gentle with my skin. I loved her. It was too soon to say it though and I couldn’t have her leave me not now when I needed her the most. Her hands went up my shirt and slipped it off. Okay, now I know I’m a guy and we’ll sleep with anyone but I couldn’t have sex with Hayden yet, not when we’ve only been dating a few days.

            “Wait Hayden.” I groaned and she stopped, looking at me.

            “Not like this, I want to but not here and not like this.” She nodded and kissed me.

            “You can just kiss me then, we won’t go any further.” I smashed my mouth back onto hers.

After about a half hour we just lied there. Her head was on my bare chest and I was playing with her hair.

            “What happened Peter?” She whispered. I wasn’t going to freak out.

            “My grandpa died.” I choked out. She looked up at me and I could tell she wanted to cry but she was trying to hold it in. “He stopped coming around because I’m just like my dad.”

            “Oh Peter, I’m so sorry.” I nodded and she kissed my chin. “What can I do?”

            “Nothing, you’re already doing it.” She smiled but a tear escaped. “Don’t cry.” She smiled and wiped it away.