My Difficult Life As Louis Tomlinson's Sister

Chapter 56

The past three and a half months were the absolute horror. I forgot how fucked up drugs were and I totally underrate drugs, but I really had to make this experience to know what my life should be.

I was now in a rehab clinic for almost one and a half months. Today was my last day inside and I knew I did the right thing. I gained 35lbs and I look now a lot healthier than ever before. My eyes were shining and I learned how to be happy without drugs.

My skin had now a lot less scars than before because I got in treatment against the scars. I visited the hairdresser and got now a moderne hair cut where one side is longer than the other one. I got hair extensions and I got my teeth bleached.

My nails were made and honesty I look like a new human.

The cold turkey was the most horrible feeling ever. I was addicted to too many drugs. Now I don't even smoke anymore. I am totally clear.

"Thank you." I said one last time before I exited of the clinic. A black limousine was already waiting for me. I smiled and got inside.

I was shacking because I was so nervous. I was now going life in the biggest show in whole England. It will be on air in whole Europe, USA, Canada and some countries in Asia. It will also be live on YouTube. It will be so big and I can't believe I did it.

I'm a new human.

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The limousine stopped in front of the studio and I already saw a lot people waiting for me.

I sighed and waited till someone opened the door. I smiled as I recognized him as Ben. He winked at me and I took a deep breath.

I got out of the limousine and faced the reality - my reality.

The camera lights flashed and I walked with a poker face past all of the paps and inside the studio.

The host greeted me and I smiled happily.

"You look beautiful, Liz!" He said and I smiled.

"Took me long enough to look like this. I never thought I would like that, but I really enjoy my curves. But I'll tell you everything in your show." I said to him and he nodded.

I got in the mask and a lovely women made my hair and make up. I told her I wanted to look as naturally as possible.

"On air in 5 minutes! Liz please come with me." One assistant said to me and I nodded, following her in the studio. The host said already on the couch, telling the audience that I was coming now and that he wants respect because of the stuff I am going to tell them.

I walked inside and the audience was clapping their hands. I smiled shyly and sat down next to the host.

"Hello Liz! I already greeted you backstage but yeah! Liz is coming to us to talk to us about a really big subject and she finally finds the strength to talk to us about it. It will be a long story. I already heard a little bit of it and it's shocking me so hard!" The host said and I smiled shyly.

"So let us start, where were you in the last three and a half months?" He asked and I took a deep breath before I started.

"Well, I always had that thing for drugs. I took cocaine and smoked weed even before I was an adult. I stopped as I visited the rehab clinic the first time. I was clean for a few months. I only smoked normal cigarettes and sometimes drunk a little bit alcohol, well something between me and one band member happened which I really can't tell what it was and I couldn't be there anymore. I flew out to London and met Cara. Everyone knows we are friends. I was really down and we drunk a lot and then all of the sudden we both had pills in our mouths. It was the best feeling and I missed this feeling a lot... Paps and the police caught us and we were on the police station. I was still high and then I ended in the hospital because my body couldn't process it the way it should.