My Difficult Life As Louis Tomlinson's Sister

Chapter 18

I woke up the next morning with the biggest hangover ever. I drunk too much oh gosh. Why couldn't I just stop drinking?! But I feel free and loved when I drink and I forget over my damn life.
I sighed and got slowly up, my head hurt so much.
I walked in the kitchen of the tour bus and saw all the boys already sitting there eating breakfast. Then I noticed that we were driving. Fuck I needed a cigarette and I couldn't smoke.
"When are we there?" I asked sleepily and the boys looked at me.
"Good morning to you too." Zayn said and chuckled. I mumbled a "good morning" and sat down on Zayn's lap.
"We are there in about one hour." Liam said and I sighed.
"But I need a cigarette." I whined and Zayn chuckled.
"One hour then can we smoke." Zayn said and winked at me. I let out a loud sigh and noticed Louis' look at me.
"What?" I asked Louis annoyed. Louis rolled his eyes and ate a bite of his apple.
"You shouldn't smoke you are underage." Louis said and I rolled my eyes this time. I wouldn't stop to smoke at least because he told me.
"Well, I will smoke whether you like it or not." I told him pissed and Louis sighed. The other boys moved uncomfortably.

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The day went past really fast. I just lay in my hotel bed as we finally arrived and watched movies while the boys had their concert. I didn't want to watch the show. It was always the same shit. I didn't find it that interesting.
After watching two more movies I noticed that it was already one o'clock in the morning.
I lay in my bed and felt absolutely lonely, so I decided to visit someone... Harry.

I got up and walked quietly to Harry's room. I didn't knock and opened the door slowly. I walked inside and then my heart stopped beating. I saw two moaning messes. Harry had a visitor. Some random blond chick was in his bed and well, had fun with him. I couldn't move, I just stood there in shock and began nearly to cry. I don't know why, but it felt like Harry cheated on me, but we were not even a couple.

Harry looked up and stopped abruptly.
"Fuck." He said under his breath and got away from this girl.
"Liz. Fuck." He said and I just looked at him with tears build in my eyes. Then I began to run, I wanted to run away as wide away as possible.
"FUCK!" I heard Harry scream and I heard something break.
I ran to the elevator and drove one floor higher, the floor where Zayn had his room. I ran towards his room and was knocking like crazy. Minutes later opened a sleepy Zayn the door.
"Liz... Why are you knocking that la-" Zayn began to speak but then he saw my red and teary eyes.
"Fuck, Liz! What happened?! Come in!" Zayn said worried and let me walk inside. I walked to his bed and sat down on it. I felt so stupid. I felt so ugly. I felt so unloved.
"What happened, love?" Zayn asked me and sat down next to me, handling me a water bottle.
"H-he h-has a-another g-girl i-in h-his r-room!" I stuttered weakly and began to cry terribly.
"Who?" Zayn asked me shocked.
"H-Harry!" I said crying and Zayn sighed. He knew how I felt about Harry. He knew that I had more feelings towards him.
"See, love. Harry isn't a boy for being in a relationship. Harry isn't a boy for forever. Harry has tones of girls. Harry is, how the press says, a womanizer. The most girls are only for one night, not more. So search for a good boy. Harry isn't the right one. Don't take it serious though. I know he cares about you, a lot, but still... please don't let it get to you." Zayn said and hugged me. I nodded and hugged him back.
"I guess I let you sleep now... I will go to sleep. Thank you Zayn. You are right. Thank you so much. Harry is just some stupid horny asshole." I said and smiled weakly at Zayn. Zayn nodded and kissed my forehead.
"I know I am one of his best mates, but I think you are right." Zayn said and hugged me tighter. I smiled in his arms and sighed.
"Good night, Zayn." I said and fake smiled.
"Night, love." Zayn said and kissed my forehead again. I walked out of his room and walked to the next boys room, Liam's. I knocked at his door and walked inside. Liam sat on his bed and played some video games.
"Liz!!" He said happily and walked towards me.
"How was your night out with Louis? I only saw a few pictures on Twitter." Liam said and smiled. I faked my smile and told him how the night went. Liam chuckled sometimes and nodded.
"Can I sleep here, Liam? I don't want to sleep alone... I always get bad thoughts then..." I mumbled and nearly cried. Liam looked at me worried and nodded. I smiled weak at him and cuddled with him on his bed. He wore only his boxers and so I could see his perfect body. Liam looked so hot! Liam was nice, caring and really fucking hot but I was still in love with Harry. In love? Was I really in love with him? It felt like this... But was I?
Liam gave me one of his T-Shirts because I was freezing in only my sleeping shorts and tank top.

I woke up the next morning by knocking at the door. I lay on Liam's chest and he had his arms around my waist. It was really comfortable. Then I sighed as the knocking got louder and louder. Liam sighed and pulled me closer to him.
"Someone is knocking." I mumbled tiredly. Liam nodded and sighed again. We were sighing a lot this morning, haha.
"Let them knock. I am tired as hell." He mumbled and I nodded but the knocking didn't stop, so Liam got up and walked to the door, he looked so damn hot, his hair messy and his chest as hot as always. His eyes shined and wow. He is so attractive.
"Do ya know where Liz is?" I heard someone ask, Harry.
"She is with me. So don't disturb mate. We want to sleep." Liam said tiredly. I slowly got up and walked to Liam, hiding behind him. Harry looked at me and then at Liam. How that looked... I was only in my sleeping shorts and one of Liam's T-Shirt and Liam was only in his boxers.
"D-Did you two? You know..." Harry asked us shocked.
"Non of your business but no we didn't." Liam said getting annoyed.
"And now let us continue sleeping." Liam said tiredly and Harry looked at me angrily.
"Liz is not staying in here. She is coming with me." Harry said angrily. I shook my head nervously.
"Come." Harry said harsh and I shook my head again.
"Now." Harry said again and his eyes got more and more darker.
"Why should she mate? She slept perfect in my arms, right?" Liam asked me and I nodded shyly.
"Whatever." Harry said and rolled his eyes.
"Now come, Liz." He said and I shook my head. I couldn't form any sentences.
"She doesn't want to go, mate. Just let her alone." Liam said annoyed and Harry's jaw clenched.
"We had a deal Harry!" Liam said angrily and Harry's eyes widened, it seemed like he remembered that deal.
"Liz? please go inside." Liam said and I nodded shocked. I walked to Liam's bed and lay down on it. What was the deal?