My Difficult Life As Louis Tomlinson's Sister

Chapter 57

I sat in my new bought flat in London. It was way too expensive but how I already told you I have enough money.

I sat on my sofa and watched some TV, it was hard to not find anything about me. I was all over the media.

"For three days did we have Liz Tomlinson with her really sad life story in my show and today we have her brother and his four band mates! One Direction!" He said and the audience screamed and clapped their hands.

I took a big bite of my ice cream and rolled my eyes.

"Did you see the show where Liz visited?" He asked and all of the boys nodded.

"She looked flawless, didn't she?!" The host asked more the audience than the boys and I giggled as the whole audience clapped their hands.

"She looked like a new human." Liam stated and only now I saw that all of them looked really sad and hurt.

"First of all, I want to talk about the argument with her. She was in the hospital because of the drugs and she called me telling me she was sorry that she did it... And I freaked out... I just... I mean... I caught her throwing up a few weeks before that happened and I was so angry that the therapy didn't work and that I couldn't keep her safe and then I said a few things I'm really not proud of and then I heard a smash and yeah... She threw her phone away and since then I didn't hear from her. I tried to call her so many times but she had a new phone number and I really didn't know how to get the number. I even called Cara but Cara told me that Liz doesn't want me to have her number. So yeah... One day Harry called me and told me that he thought he saw Liz and if it was Liz that she looked like a total junkie mess. I tried to find her but I couldn't. I mean how should I?! She could have been everywhere! The show for three days made me so happy, I can't explain how thankful I was as I saw Liz. She looked so beautiful and kinda happy. I never saw her eyes shine like this. She was a new human in my eyes. She talked with so much strength about everything and I bet it wasn't easy for her dazed so many times. I mean she said she had only a few days in over 50 days where she can remember what she did. That is unbelievable that she made it through it. I'm proud to call her my sister." I smiled as Louis said this, I missed him so much.

"Harry between you and Liz was always a little bit more than the photos showed. The whole world knew that you liked each other. So tell us about your feelings as you saw her." The host said and I looked amused at Harry.

"I can't explain. I mean it's like some rips your heart out. I mean she looked disgusting and horrible. Sorry if you see that babe." Harry paused and smirked in the camera. I rolled my eyes and he looked at the boys and laughed.

"I can just imagine Lizzy rolling her eyes at me." The boys laughed and nodded and I blushed.

"We all tried our best to cheer her up and to get her normal but I always knew we couldn't show her how beautiful she was and we couldn't let her know that she is worth living because she didn't want to change her life. She was obsessed with her hate to the world. We tried, but I think we always knew that she had to make the first step to change her life." Harry said and took a slug of his water.

"We saw you with a girl lately, who is she?" My eyes widened and Harry looked nervously around.

"I don't think we should talk about me." Harry said and looked for help to the other boys.

"We have something big to tell you." Liam said fast and the host lifted his eyebrows.

"Our new single will be released in three days!" Liam said and the whole audience screams and clapped their hands and this stuff.

They talked about the new single and the new album and this stuff. I turned the TV off and sighed.

***

I was in a lot TV shows and I kinda liked to talk about the therapy and this all, but I thought a really good thing would be to do something more personal to all the girls and boys who struggled from the same stuff that I did, so I thought why shouldn't I start a YouTube Channel where I would talk about everything?

And here I was sitting in front of my camera and ready to do the first show. I talked about my stuff and yeah.

I tweeted about my YouTube Channel and posted about it on Tumblr.

Hours later had my video already over 5 million views and my account had the first million subscriber, that's sick.

The comments under my video were also a lot. A lot people asked me to do a live show and sure I did it, I mean I didn't have any hobbies anyway. I tweeted about me doing a live show and after a few minutes did I have my first thousand live viewers.

"Hey guys." I said and a lot people answered me with hi.

"So I never really did one before and yeah. Just ask me stuff or whatever." I said. I read a few questions and answered them.

"Are you still in contact with the boys? Well, you know we didn't talk since almost four months...

I see them in the TV though. I wish them the best of luck in their music and yeah...

Did you hear about Harry and his new girlfriend? Actually I heard about it in the TV but I never really saw a picture of her...

I mean she'll never be as awesome as I am, duh! Just kidding, we never were together....

Oh thank you Janine for the photo of this chick. Yeah she looks pretty hot I think, but she looks a little bit unhealthy for me, I don't know...

Since my therapy and all I know that being that skinny is danger for your body....

Next question! Are you happy for Harry? Sure I am! We were like best buddies and I think he deserves the best girl in the world, I mean sure it's a little bit odd to see him with a girl I don't know but yeah it's his life and this stuff...

You look beautiful with curves. Thank you so much hun! I love you...

What's your favorite song in the moment? I don't know..." I answered for another hour questions and enjoyed it a lot to talk to humans.