My Difficult Life As Louis Tomlinson's Sister

Chapter 25

I didn't speak much since I arrived in this god damn boarding school. Anna and Jane didn't really mind they thought that was my mistery thing but well they were wrong. Okay I always didn't really speak to anyone but I didn't care at all. I hated my life, I always did since puberty and I came early in puberty. Since the one night were I fucked Kaya and it somehow got uploaded fucked I the next best boy every weekened. I became a fucking bitch and I didn't care, I never cared to be honest. I just lived the days and hoped my life would be over soon.
"Omg this one day yesterday was really hot, Liz!" Jane said and I grinned and continued scrolling through my tumblr account. I blogged so much in the last months, I really enjoyed being on tumblrl.
"Liz! Today is a new party are you in?" Anna asked me and I nodded again.
"Perfect! There will be a lot of celebs!" She said and I smirked. Fucking a celebrety was missing on my big list of fucking people.
"That will be fun." I said and smirked at Anna and Jane. They smirked and high fived me.

I wore a black slutty dress and some really high high heels, my make up was slutty as well and I looked really fuckable. I smirked in my mirror and walked with Anna and Jane to someones care who was picking us up. The drive wasn't that long and we arrived really early.
We walked out of the car. I had already a cigarette in my mouth and walked with Anna and Jane towards the house. A big smirk was on my face.
I saw a few paps outside and I rolled my eyes and ignored them. Anna and Jane looked at that all with mouth wide open. I didn't care about that party and I wasn't nervous at all.
The door opened and I continued smirking as I saw how many people were in here. Oh how I liked it! So many celebs and I could tell so many drugs as well.

I walked towards some guy who wasn't a celeb who had a joint in his hands. I winked at him and took the joint out of his hand. I took a drag and gave it him back smiling and walking away. He starred at me with mouth wide open.
I walked towards some kid who I knew somewhere from. I think he is some boy from One Wanted or how this band calls. He had a joint in his hand and I grinned at him and began to talk to him about some stuff I didn't care about. He gave me the joint a lot times and I felt my self getting high.
After a little while was I dancing with a lot of boys and became more and more nearer them it was a big surprise that I wasn't fucking one of them.

The time went past really fast and I was on my way in a room with the guy from Wanting or whatever. We walked past a lot of people, his hand was on my ass and I looked a little bit annoyed.
As we were a few feet in front of the room stopped me a hand. I turned annoyed around and my heart stopped beating for a moment! It was Harry!
He looked so pissed and I looked so shocked and I didn't know how to react and I was so done with the world and I really need to breath right now but it was just such an horrible moment!
Harry pulled me out of the house and to his black Range Rover.
He started the car and I looked ashamed on the ground while he looked pissed on the road. Fuck.
The drive was so silence that I wanted to cry, it was so uncomfortably.
We arrived a all so familiar flat and I swallowed hard that couldn't be happening.
Harry opened his door and walked towards my door and opened it pissed. I looked still on the ground in shame.
"Come." Harry said harsh and I slowly got up and walked with him to the elevator all the time looking on the ground.
The elevator drive was silent but as we walked into the flat explored Harry. All the time he wanted to scream at me, all the time he was pissed, all the time he was annoyed all the god damn times came together and he explored.
"ELIZABETH ALICE TOMLINSON I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU!!! YOU ARE GONE NOW FOR ALMOST 1 AND A HALF MONTHS AND ALL YOU DO IS TAKING DRUGS, FUCKING SOME RANDOM GUYS AND OF COURSE LOSING WEIGHT!!! THAT ISN'T ACCEPTABLE!!! Don't you know how fucking worried we all are? We love you too much and sooner or later will we lose you because of all the fuck you do." Harry whispered the last part. I didn't say a word why should I? I noticed that not speaking is esier than speaking. I took a cigarette out of my clutch and lighted it up in the flat where smoking wasn't allowed. Harry looked at me shocked and pissed. He took the cigarette out of my hand and threw it on the ground.
"Why did you change so much?" He asked me and a single tear streamed down his face.
"I didn't change. I just noticed that caring isn't important anymore." I said with non emotions in my face. Harry looked at me with mouth wide open.
"Harry, I was all the time like this. I was all the time a fucking monster. I never was someone else." I said emotionless and walked towards the front door. The front door open before I walked outside and Zayn, Liam, Niall and... Louis walked inside.
Their eyes widned in disbelieve as they saw me.
"Is that Liz?!" Niall asked shocked and eyed me up and down. Louis was the most shocked from all of them, maybe because I looked like a slut smelling like I showered in weed.
"Oh gosh." Louis said and looked from me to Harry.
"She was on the same party as I was and she was on her way with someone into a room..." Harry explained and I rolled my eyes and wanted to continue walking out but Zayn stopped me.
"You won't go like that!" Zayn said and pointed on my slutty outfit. I rolled my eyes again and winked at Niall who looked at me with mouth open. Niall blushed a little bit and I smirked.
"Niall stop starring at my little sister like that!" Louis hissed at Niall and Niall blushed more. Niall was so cute. I looked over to Liam and saw how dark his eyes became and how he bit his bottom lip. I smirked more and this time noticed it Zayn. Zayn slapped Liam on the shoulder and whispered something in his ear which made him look away.
Zayn pulled his pullover over his head and gave me his pullover so that I was a little bit more dressed. I sighed as I pulled it over my head.
"Well, it was nice seeing you all again I will go now back to school." I said and was about to open the door but Louis stopped me.
"You won't go back there. I thought that this school would be good for you because there aren't any boys and they are really strict but you won't go back to this school. I sent you back to mom and dad." He said and my eyes widened. He couldn't send me back! It would be my death.
"You can't send me back to Doncaster!" I whispered while tears streamed down my face.
"Sure, I can." He said and rolled his eyes. My eyes widened at all the bad memories from the bullying and all this stuff came back to my memories. I didn't respond and walked into the bathroom. I couldn't believe him. I sat down in front of the toilette and began to vomit, not because I forced myself to more because I was so shocked. I didn't notice that the five boys stood in the door frame and watched me shocked how I vomited. Louis mouth was wide open and I smiled weakly at him.
"W-What was that?" Louis asked me shocked and I just shrugged my shoulders and walked past them into the kitchen where I drunk a slug of water and ignored their talking...