My Difficult Life As Louis Tomlinson's Sister

Chapter 26

"Lizzy?! What the hell was that?!" An angry Loiuis asked me. I still ignored him and drank the last slug of my water.

"Liz?!" Zayn said angrily and I still ignored them I walked past them never looking at them and walked into my old bedroom. I locked the door and collapsed on the ground. So many memories came back. So many times I sat here crying, taking drugs, drinking, arguing. So many things happened in here. So many times I wanted to give up, but I never did. I always stayed strong and maybe that was why I decided to do what I did a little bit more in the future.

I was sobbing like crazy and couldn't control myself anymore. My eyes were so glassy and I felt sick again. I walked in my old bathroom and vomited again. So many times sat I there and vomited. So god damn times.

I lay in the bed and slowly closed my eyes but I couldn't sleep. I didn't heard them anymore so I decided to go and search sleeping pills. I needed something now.

I tiptoed out of the room and walked slowly to Louis' Bathroom. Louis used to take sleeping pills really often as he was younger, he wasn't addicted to them he just needed them sometimes.

I tiptoed past Louis' bed and saw a peaceful sleeping Louis. I smiled as I saw him and walked into his bathroom where I searched for the sleeping pills.

I couldn't find some, so last possibility was to search some in Harry's room. I tiptoed in Harry's room where he was also sleeping peacefully. He just slept in his boxers which was really god damn sexy.

I walked past Harry into his bathroom and searched for some. I couldn't find some but I continued searching in his medicals.

"Shall I help you searching?!" I heard a voice snapping at me and my eyes widened. I looked on the ground and let everything fell to the ground. I was with my back to the person, fuck.

"I-I..." I began to say but stopped. I slowly turned around all the time looking on the ground. I didn't look in Harry's face. I couldn't.

"You what?!" Harry hissed and I swallowed hard.

"I-I...was searching... sleeping pills." I mumbled. Harry sighed and raised his eyebrows.

"Why?" He asked me emotionless.

"Because I couldn't sleep." I mumbled and Harry sighed again shacking his head.

"Oh babe." He said while sighing. He walked closer to me and hugged me tight. Silent tears streamed down my face and wet his bare chest.

"Please don't cry." He whispered and kissed my cheek. I slowly raised my head and looked in his worried beautiful green eyes. Our lips were only inches away from each other, but moved closer and closer each second.

Our lips met and I got goosebumps by this sensation. Our lips moved perfect together. His hands slowly moved down my back and to my waist while my hands moved into his curls carefully playing with his curls. A moan escapted Harry's mouth and I blushed a little bit. I was never nervous while kissing a boy but with Harry...it was different. Harry smiled in the kiss and squeezed my ass gently.

"jump." He whispered and I did how I was told. Harry carried me onto his bed while we were still kissing.

He lay me down on his bed he was on top of me. Harry stopped the kiss for a few seconds and smiled at me.

"You are so beautiful." He whispered and whipped the tears away with his thumb. I smiled at him and kissed his cheek and let out a little giggle and smiled happily.

"I love your smile so much, Lizzy. You should smile more often." He whispered and I smiled more but a little bit more fake behind it. I don't know why but it made me think about my life. Everyone has a reason for everything and in my life gave it enough things which happened to me.