My Difficult Life As Louis Tomlinson's Sister

Chapter 22

*Liz' POV*

Please really don't ask me how but I ended up with drugs. I really don't know how but I took some drugs, it wasn't just cocaine. It was more. I took some really bad drugs which made my mind act all weird. I saw monster, a bird who was having human legs and was talking to me and a tree which talked to me about the wheather, you see pretty weird.
My heart was racing and I couldn't think clearly. I walked around with big eyes and always hiding behind some things. I never had a reaction to drugs that bad! It was all fucking weird! I felt so free but to the same time like I would pass out every second or would get a heart attack.
I was giggling crazily and lurched around in the park, suddenly hold me two strong arms and I began to scream and shout and just tried to go free but the person was too strong.
"Liz" I heard the monster say to me, how did it know my name?!
"Lizzy!" It said and I just screamed more and began to sweat a lot. My whole body was reacting to the drugs, I felt like shit to be honest. It didn't make a nice kick, it was somehow disgusting and a total fault.
"LIZ!" The person yelled but it was too late. I passed out, too many drugs I guess.

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I woke up in something soft. I couldn't really remember what happened last night, I just knew that I took some really bad drugs, that all I remember.
Then I noticed two voices. The spoke about me!
"Well, you should have tell me before at least after I told you yesterday about her self harm and eating disorder." The person said and I swallowed, it was Louis and he knew about everything!
"Yeah, but I thought she would be clean... I didn't see her high or something like that since a long time." The person who I guess was Harry said to Louis and I just wanted to shout at both of them but I decided to act like I was still asleep.
"I know... well... I can't handle Lizzy anymore and I don't want her back by mom and dad and a therapy would be a shame for her because of the media, they would find out, thats why I decided to bring her on a boarding school. A WHAT?! HE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME?! ME ON A FUCKING BOARDING SCHOOL?! I groaned but still had my eyes closed.
"She is going to wake up every second, mate." Harry said and Louis answered something.
"I let you two alone." Harry said and I heard the door close. I slowly opened my eyes and saw Louis smiling weakly at me with red puffy eyes.
"I don't self harm and I don't have an eating disorder." I whispered and Louis' eyes widened.
"You sure?" He asked me weakly and I nodded in shame.
"I used to self harm but I stopped." I whispered and Louis swallowed, he didn't believe me.
"And I had an eating disorder but I stopped it. I noticed that I was too skinny." I lied but I was a pretty good actor.
"but still..." Louis said and I sighed loudly.
"Louis it's just puberty! I am perfectly fine! Just let me alone!" I said pissed and Louis rolled his eyes, he always does.
"Well, it doesn't seem like." He said and I rolled my eyes this time.
"I don't want to go on a boarding school!" I whined and Louis sighed.
"It will be the best." He said and I swallowed and looked weakly on the ground.
"You will leave in 5 hours." Louis said and didn't even look at me.
"You got to be kidding me!" I yelled and Louis shook his head.
"That's why I hate you." I said harsh and Louis' eyes widened.
"I am sorry that you hate me but I can't stand it anymore! I can't watch you ruin your fucking life! You won't have time for vomiting and cutting and taking drugs when you are in a god damn boarding school! So just accept it!" Louis shouted at me and I gasped at his harsh words.
"Louis I don't cut and I don't vomit after eating! I don't know what mom told you but it's not true! She just didn't want a girl in puberty! I am totally okay! So just shut the fuck up and let me alone! I am packing my things and leave you! I don't care! Just please never ever contact me again!" I screamed while tears streamed down my face. Louis looked on the ground, was he crying too?
"I am sorry Lizzy... but I can't have you near me like that anymore." Louis whispered and I nodded.
"If that is what you want... Please go now. I'll pack my stuff." I whispered and Louis nodded and walked out of my room. So that was it?

I was on the airport. I didn't say bye to anyone. I was way too early there but I didn't care, Louis wanted me away so here is what he wanted. Dan drove me to the airport which was totally okay for me, he was the only one who was always there for me, well Zayn and Liam were too but that doesn't matter they are Louis' best friends.
"I'll miss you, Dan." I whispered and hugged him tight. Dan nodded and kissed my cheek.
"A driver will wait for you in London so you won't be alone. I'll miss you too and I am sorry that everything happened like that. Louis really does love you." Dan said and I nodded but didn't believe him. Louis hated me too.
"Bye, love." Dan said and I walked towards the airplane.
Now starts a life I never wanted to have... I couldn't believe that this was really happen to me! Nobody of my family wanted me, nobody wanted me in their lives. They wanted me all as far away as possible and that hurt, really hurt.

I walked in the airplane as first person, my heart was hurting.
I walked to my seat and sat down on it, I didn't pay attention to the other people who walked in the airplane. I just looked out of the window and a few tears streamed down my face. I didn't notice that a boy say down next to me. I didn't notice that he watched me. I didn't notice that he saw me crying but well, I wouldn't care.
"Why is a beautiful girl like you crying?" A husky voice asked me and my heart stopped beating. I looked to the boy next to me and god was he hot! He was tanned, had beautiful big brown eyes, black hair, a muscular body, a perfect smile, he was tall, had a lot tattoos which was really attractive and a lip piercing and just looked like a sex god.
"I am just sad." I whispered and whipped my tears away.
"A beautiful girl like you shouldn't cry." He said in a raspy voice and I swear I felt butterflies in my tummy!
"I am Kaya." He said and winked at me.
"I am Lizzy." I whispered and he smiled nicely. Wow, he was perfect.