My Difficult Life As Louis Tomlinson's Sister

Chapter 71

I sat in the car next to Liam. Zayn stayed with Harry and Liam was taking me to his flat. I was crying the whole time. Liam lay here and there his hand on my knee in a comforting way. He didn't say anything the whole time, he knew I didn't want to talk, but if I would want to talk he would listen. He was there for me in a minute where I needed a person.

Liam helped me out of the car as we arrived the parking lot. Liam helped me walking, because I was too weak to walk.

I sat down on his comfortable sofa and he sat next to me. I starred all the time on the wall. I didn't move my look.

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I stayed at Liam's for two days now. I barley moved my position and I didn't eat anything since four days. I looked like a mess.

"You need to eat. Just this soup." Liam said sighing and worried but I just shook my head.

"Please Liz. Just a cup of soup, please." He begged but I just shook my head again.

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Two more days past and I didn't really eat anything since six days. Liam forced me to eat a soup a day just enough that I wouldn't die. Zayn always came over and tried to talk to me but I didn't talk since four days. I just couldn't. I was done with my life.

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Another two days past and I lost 15Ib. Now this happened what Harry didn't want. He didn't want me to lose weight, but now it happened. I would lie if I would say that I didn't miss Harry or that I wouldn't take him back. He was the first person I loved. I always heard Liam talking to Harry on the phone where he said that it wouldn't be a good idea if we would talk together.

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One day later I stayed back in my flat. I didn't want to bother Liam anymore. He wasn't that happy about me being all on my own but I ate the last day on my own and he didn't have to force me to.

I stayed at mine now for one day and all I did was sitting on my bed and stare on the empty wall.

It was 6pm now. I thought I could go out on my own again. I sighed as I got dressed. My clothes didn't fit anymore. I opened my other closet door. I kept all my old clothes - I knew I would lose weight sooner or later.

I sighed as I dressed in my clothes. I walked out of my flat and drove with the elevator in the lobby. I walked out of the building and stopped a taxi.
I drove with the taxi in the nearest mall. I needed some new clothes.
I paid the taxi driver and got out of the taxi.

I walked inside the big mall.

"Wait is that Liz?!" A girl screamed shocked. Do I really look that horrible? I liked being skinny.
A few girls walked towards me.

"Can we take a picture with you?" The girl asked me and I nodded.

"Thank you so much! I never thought I would meet you! I'm so overwhelmed right now! You weren't in public for one week I think. Is anything alright?" The girl asked me and I set my smile.

"I was just...ill. I had a cold." I lied.

"That's why you lost so much weight?" She was really curious.

"Yeah." I said simply and she smiled.

"You are so kind, Liz! I love you." She said and hugged me. She was cute, tho.

"I love you too." I said as we took the photo.

"Bye! Say Harry I said hi!" She said giggling and away she was.

My notifications boomed. I was all over the Internet, ugh.

I walked in a few stores and bought new clothes. Then I made my way to Starbucks and ordered a coffee. As I walked outside Starbucks I saw two familiar faces, ugh.

"Liz! Wait!" Harry said as soon as he saw me.

"Don't forget we are in public and we don't want any scene." I whispered in his ear as he hugged me as greeting. He knew well enough that I wouldn't scream at him in public.

"Oh my gosh!" A girl screamed and ran towards us.

"I always wanted a picture with Hizzy!" She cheered and we both set our smile and took a photo with her. She thanked us and away she was.

"I'm sorry Liz." Harry whispered in my ear.

"I was drunk." He groaned.

"and I ate normal." I said and Harry raised his eyebrows.

"How you said 'ate normal'." He said with raised eyebrows.

"Shut up! I was sad and cried the whole day. I wasn't hungry at all." I said and glared at him.

"I'm sorry, Liz." He groaned.

"Well and you think you can say sorry and we are cool? Do you know how frightening you were that night? You screamed at me and nearly hit me! My luck I was fast enough to hide! You were so angry... I swear if I wouldn't have lock two doors behind me... you would have kill me." I whispered with pain in my face.

"I need more time to think, Harry. I don't know if I can ever trust you again. You know that I love you but I just don't know." I whispered and whipped a tear away. Harrys eyes were glossy as well.

"I love you like I never loved a person before." Harry whispered.

"You changed me so much! I wanted to protect you. I'll never drink that much again, Liz! I love you! Please don't leave me!" He said and hugged me tight. I hugged him back. I loved smelling is scent so much.

"I'll call you the next days." I said and gave him a little kiss on his lips.

"Say Peter I said hi." I said to Harry and looked a few feet behind us where Peter stood.

"Please think about everything I said. You know I'm not like that. You know that I'm another human." Harry said and I nodded.

"I know." I whispered. I walked towards the exit whipping my tears away. I needed a friend now.