On my own

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I'm been locked in my room for two hours now. I can't believe they are gonna leave me alone again.I'm the only one with out friend because I always got home schooled after I told my family about what happened at my primary school and me and Sophie are no longer friend since she moved to Australia. Once I went dancing but Rydel told me that I wasn't good enough in a nice way I understood and tried singing but they all told me not to sing also in the kindest way as possible. I wasn't good enough for this family. My cousins are living in colorado so I wasn't able to do something with them either. I stopped listening to music and changed into my pjs I brushed my teeth and I was lucky that me and Rydel are sharing a bathroom which is connected to our rooms . The bathroom which is in between our rooms so no one else could go in there without going into our rooms first. I locked the doors and brushed myteeth before I brushed my hair and put it into a messy bun I openedthe door but locked mine from the inside of my room again. I laid down in my bed, grabbed my teddy bear and closed my eyes. I always sleep with my teddy bear even when I am 16 years old it was actually pretty early to go to bed but I was lazy all day so I was tired I felt my body relax before I felt into a deep sleep.

I woke up the next morning at around 10.i did my morning routine and got dressed before I went down stairs Ross was already gone as well as Rydel, Riker,Rocky& Ryland I found a letter from mum & dad telling me they left early, I guess i'm home alone then, again. I made myself some pancakes and turned the TV on while I started eating. I watched home alone 1 & 2 and played on my phone. I went through Twitter and saw my family already posted today. Riker posted a pic of him and Allison, dancing. Rydel posted a pic with her students, Ross posted a pic with Raini his co star, Rocky posted a pic with his friends and Ryland reposted it. I was actually really frustrated so I posted
'@ / RhonwenR5: home alone again,what a great day. #everyoneisbusy' I got a response from Ratliff. '@/RatliffR5: @ / RhonwenR5 same here! Let's go skateboarding!' I smiled and retweeted his tweet '@ / RhonwenR5: @ /RatliffR5 okay see you in10'
he responded with a simple ok and I got ready to skate. I grabbed my skateboard and waited for Ratliff to arrive. Soon I heard a knock and I went to open the door and I hugged Ratliff and we started skatingdown the road while talking "so everything okay" he asked me alittle worried. "everything's fine" I replied simply. "i know that's not true!" he argued chuckling. "it's just...ugh...everyone's busy with filming, dancing or meeting friend.I cant act,sing, dance or meet friend since I don't have any talent or even friends " I explained to him. "i know what you mean" he replied a little sad for me. We reached the park and skated a little until we got mobbed by fans " Aww Rhonwen's talented family is all busy and she's to ugly,worthless, fat girl home alone without any friends or hobbies" one girl said to me. My eyes got Watery a immediately. I took my skateboard And skated off. Ratliff didn't notice at first but he followed me after that. "Rhonwen!"Ratliff yelled.I got home in record time and slammed the door shut I heard several knocks at the door which came from Ratliff.I open the door with tears running down my cheeks. "What happened?"He asked me worriedly when he hugged me. "Nothing,I just...Just tripped and hurt my hand.Can you leave me alone please?" I lied and asked him nicely. "Okay but call me if you need anything" He told me worriedly. I nodded and hugged him quickly before I slammed the door shut. I slid down on the inside of the door to the floor and pulled my knees to my chest.I cried into my knees.Why did This is girl that say?Why couldn't she just leave me alone?
I picked up my phone and went on twitter. Ross had posted a pic with the cast at the mall with the caption. 'Awesome day with my friends ' I scrolled further to see a tweet from Riker a few seconds ago.It says, 'Allison & I Are you answering your twitter questions right now!' I took This is as my chance and tweeted him. You had me under favourites so he'll definitely seen my tweet.'@/RhonwenR5: @ / RikerR5 when are you coming home?' I got a response right after '@ / RikerR5:@ /RhonwenR5 In five hours because Alison and I are going to the mall after rehearsals' I got mad and slammed my phone to the floor I started crying again.I'm very emotional lately.I went to the freezer and took a cup of ice cream. I went to the living room and watched 'pretty little liars ' while eating my icecream with a spoon. Soon I heard my phone ringing which was probably notifications from twitter.I went to pick my phone up in the glass kinda Broke. I sighed and looked at the notification '@ / ShawnMendes: @ / RhonwenR5@ / OfficialR5 @ / RylandR5 See ya in a few months right?' I didn't respond because I was lazy to be honest.I met Shawn Mendes only once in my life so basically didn't know him. I turn my phone off because my siblings responding to that. I was done eating my ice cream when I started feeling sick. Please don't only be sick! Please! I thought. I went upstairs and got dressed into Jogging bottoms and sweater because I felt a little cold.
I went back downstairs And laid on the couch under a blanket I continue watching the 'Pretty little liars' Marathon Soon I fell asleep.
I woke up but noticed that nobody was home, yet. It was already 5 PM so I guess At least Riker is coming home soon. Ryland & Rocky are probably away for a few more hours, Rydel for like half an hour and Ross for like an hour.Mum and dad are at a friends party which means they' re going to be back in a few hours.I seriously got sick but guess I'm lucky not to throw up, and again,I was wrong.I jumped up and ran to the toilet and threw up.
The front door opened and I heard footsteps behind me.They go fast and then someone sat beside me. "What happened?" Riker asked me worriedly.I continue throwing up and gargled with water before I brush my teeth. "I'm sick!" I answered a little mad. "Did you at least have fun?"I asked him that when he followed me to living room. "Yea, It was awesome" He answered smiling.I take the blanket and my broken phone and maid my way upstairs to my room. "Hey!What happened to your phone?" He asked sternly but still nice. "It broke" I answered simply "Why?"He asked me again when he followed me to my room.I laid down and didn't answer. "Why?"He asked again. "Because"I answered him when I close my eyes.he sighed and Kiss my head "Night sweetie"He whispered right when I fell asleep again.

💙Riker'sPOV💙

I took a shower and wondered what was wrong with Rhonwen. I didn't do anything, did I?
I decided to call Ratliff because he spent time with her today.

-Conversation --

"Hey Ratliff" Riker

"hey! what's up?" Ratliff

"Do you know what's wrong with Rhonwen" Riker

"no, But she ran off with her Skateboard at the skatepark and I followed he then she just told me to leave her alone because she tripped and hurt her hand. To be honest I don't believe her" Ratliff

"okay thanks Ratliff" Riker

"no problem, bye" Ratliff

"bye" Riker

--end of conversation -

I wondered what was wrong withher? She just stormed off yesterday at supper and now this? Soon the front door opened and Rydel entered the house. I told her everything that I found out and she told me she would take a shower while thinking about it. Ross came when Rydel came back down stairs. We told him the same and he didn't know anything either. "maybe because we don't have time for her, look she tweeted something with hashtag #everyoneisbusy and she stormed off yesterday at supper when we told her what our plans were for today" Ross explained to us."you're a genius!" Rydel said loudly. "i know" Ross said smugly. I rolled my eyes playfully. "so what are we gonna do?"Rydel asked "I only have a month of filming left but that along time. Also we will start tour in probably less than three months"Ross answered.
" first of all she needs friends. Mum & dad Didn't wanted her to go to school and stuff so it's obvious that she doesn't have friends" I said " yea, people her age would be like willow shields form dancing with the stars kids " Rydel said to us "willow is rehearsing all day just like me" I replied frustrated."maybe she just wants more family time" Ross said shrugging "yea but also friend" Rydel agreed. " in this neighbourhood aren't any kids in her age only older people or people with new borns" I said while I ran my fingers through my hair. " Nash Grier, Hayes Grier and Cameron Dallas live here" Ross told us "aren't they busy aswell?" I asked confused "Nash & cameron are filming for only a few more days then they have a few months off" Rydel explained."okay then we will send her to them after she is fine again because she's just been sick" I told them

💖RhonwenPOV💖
I woke up and felt a littlebetter. I made my way to the top of the stairs as quite as I could because I heard people talking "okay then we will send her to them after she is fine again because she's just been sick" Riker said to Rydel& Ross . Where do they want to send me? What's going on? I walked towards them and they saw me and smiled at me "where do you want to send me? I asked madly. "to the ice cream shop to get someice cream" Rydel said with a nervous expression. I didn't believe her but I didn't care either. "uh huh" I said when I plopped on the couch "are you feeling better?" Ross asked me when he sat next to me. "yea" I answered when I leaned my head on his shoulder. "so what are we going to do tomorrow?" I asked hopeful."dancing" Rydel & Riker answered. I looked at Ross but already knew the answer. "you can come with me" he said with a smile. I smiled nodding and we started watching a random movie on tv. Again on my own great!

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