The forgotten Lynch

Theres nothing holding me back

Three weeks later

Right Now I was at the mall with Tara, Lana & Brianna since Travis felt sick and he wanted me to have fun today. Jasmine had work or something. We're in Paris since a little more then three weeks and are staing for a few more days.The four of us fooled around and got thrown out of three shops which was the funniest thing ever. We filmed us all the time, doing a 'follow me around' which we will poston YouTube."I'm so gonna buy this!" Tara yelled as she ran across the store and held up a unicorn onesie. It looked pretty,freaking, awesome. "Why don't we all buy one and go on the streets like that?" Brianna suggested laughing as she pointed to the different colours."I'll take the pink one!" I yelled as I took it excitedly. Brianna took the lilac one, Tara the blue one and Lana the green one. We bought them and went to the nearest bathrooms as we changed."So people out there! As you saw we got thrown out of three stores and now we're running around Paris in unicorn onesies! Can this life get any better?" I asked and ran off as Tara filmed."Let's go back to the hotel but we need to get Travis some Starbucks," I said as I entered the Starbucks near our hotel. The girls nodded and we all ordered our drinks."What's your name?" The waitress asked Tara."Travis!" I gave her look which made everyone laugh except for Tara. She blushed adeep red, "sorry, I always say I'm Travis cause he's like my celebrity crush," she explained shyly. "It's fine!" I said laughing and hugged her.We took the order and went to the hotel laughing our butts off in our unicorn onesies. I unlocked the hotel room quietly but what I saw made my heart sunk. I told the girls to be quiet as we watched the scene between Travis & Jasmine."She doesn't deserve you. You can have me," Jasmine said as she had him pressed against the wall. "Don't talk bs Jas, I loveher." "But you love me too," Jasmine argued with him."I don't," he shook his head."Just let me have some fun with you and I can prove you wrong," she resisted with a smirk as she kissed his neck. No one was supposed to do that, except for me!"Stop it Jas!" Travis said angrily. "You like it." He didn't respond to that and let her kiss his neck. I can't believe it. He actually liked it! The anger was boiling inside me and I could feel my body weakened She grabbed his cheeks but I gave Lana a 'make-them-stop' look. "WHAT THE HELL!" She suddenly yelled making Travis & Jasmine jump. I wasn't sad. Why should I be? I was angry and I was mad but why should I be sad?
"Travis,"I whispered as I shook my head at him. He looked at me guiltily and tears filled his eyes. I made my way towards my suitcase and stuffed my clothes in it. I fell on my knees and buried my face in my hands.Why? Why didn't he pushed her away?"Rhonwen, please baby I didn't mean it! I love you with all my heart," Travis said as he came closer. "Leave her alone, you did enough!" Tara's voice echoed. " Get lost Jasmine!" Brianna screamed loudly."Girls you can go, it's okay. I'm fine," I said when they group hugged me. We did have the scene on tape but I never want to see that again. "You sure?" Lana asked. "100%," I assured her with a weak smile.They nodded and left, leaving me with Travis. I gave him the silence treatment along with no touching for along time! He apologized millions off times but I didn't listen. I Changed my clothes in the bathroom and took a pillow and blanket. I placed it on the couch for Jason and laid in the bed. He won't sleep with me in one bed tonight."Please babe, let me sleep with you and Let me hold you but please or give me a goodnight kiss or say that you love me," Travis begged and all I could hear was guilt and sadness.I closed my eyes, letting out a sigh. Mom always told me tonever go to bed without saying 'I love you' even within a fight because you never know if you'll wake up or if something will happen."I love you," I whispered almost to quite for him tohear. "I love you so much," he replied and I turned the lights off.I could hear Travis turning the TV on because it was still pretty early.
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I woke up not feeling the urge to get ready. Travis was asleep on the couch and I made my way to the small kitchen, grabbed a mug of coffee, put my glasses on and went out to the balcony, sitting on one of those chairs. I stared at the sky as the sun rise.I wish yesterday never happened. I wish Jasmine wasn't one of my new friends.It hurts and I really don't want to face anyone right now. I wanna be with myself until I go home. I even want to go home now.I feel betrayed. "Good morning babe," I heard his voice from behind me. "I don't want to talk to you," I mumbled, trying to transport myself to a better place with a snap with my fingers.I heard him frown as he sat down next to me. "I'm the worst husband on earth. I hurt you and I'm so damn sorry. I love you Rhonwen,I really do and I couldn't ask for a better wife." It was cute from him to say that but I didn't felt like forgiving him."When are we going home?" I asked with a sigh. I fiddled with my hands as he answered me, "just a few more days." I looked up at him with teary eyes. "Why didn't you pushed her away?"
He tensed up, "I wanted to. I told her to stop and I don't know what came over me." "Not a good explanation if you ask me,"I replied, wiping my eyes with my index fingers. I looked at my beautiful wedding ring, knowing that I already forgave him. I just didn't wanted to show him that. "Your glasses drive me insane cause they're freaking hot," he admitted which made me blush adeep red."C'mon," he whispered in my ear which made fireworks explode in my stomach. I raised my eyebrow as he grabbed myhand and pulled me out of the hotel. "We're still in our PJ's,"I commented giggling."You look hot, don't worry," he said, making me blush. We walked for good 5 minutes until we arrived at the Eiffel Tower. We got to the spot where I was with Travis and our other friends."Why are we up here?" I asked as I stood at the railing, watching the sun fully rising. I felt his arms around me from behind as he whispered into my ear, "I felt like our friends and my Mom needed to share this moment with us. I'm sorry for what I did. You're the most important person in my life."A tear rolled down my cheek. There was Theres nothing holding me back but I still couldn't.