Shape of my heart

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I open the door to mine and travis's house and I am immediately off the floor and in Travis arms
"honey your home!" Travis says with a silly smirk
"Yes can you please put me down?" I asked god I love this boy
"You hungry?" he asks
"Starving" I laugh
"Of course you are come on" he says as he gets up and starts walking out his room
We walk downstairs and into his kitchen. He takes out a sub shop menu and hands it to me.
"Pick what you want and then we'll order" he says
"You're not going to look?" I ask
"I already know what I want" he shrugs
I nod and look over the menu until I see a few things that I want. Once I decide on what I'm getting I give him the menu back and he takes out his phone and dials the number.
"Yes I'd like to place a delivery" he says into the phone "Yes the same address"
"Ok I'd like a cheesesteak sub with tomato,pickles, mayo and american cheese" He says "there's another order just wait a minute"
He hands me the phone and I put it up to my ear. "Ok what's the next order?"
"Yes can I get 10 buffalo wings with ranch and a order of bacon cheese fries with extra cheese and sour cream" I say
"Would that be all?" the lady asks
"Yes" I reply
"Ok your total is $35.90" she says before hanging up
I give travis his phone back and sit in one of the chairs at the counter.
"Thanks" I smile
"Anything for my baby" he sings making me blush
He sits down in the chair next to me and we sit there in silence for a few moments before he decides to break it.
"Wanna watch a movie while we eat?"
"Sure what movie?"
"I was thinking about ordering the notebook " he says
"Ok that's fine" I smile
He walks in the living room and turns on the tv before searching and buying the movie. I walk in and sit down on the couch and wait for the movie to start. As Travis turns around to sit down the doorbell rings so he goes to the door. He pays for the food and brings it over to the couch and sits it down on the coffee table. We open the brown bag and take out our food and begin watching the movie. Halfway through the movie I notice Travis glancing over at me every so often. I grow fidgety in my seat and grab a pillow nearby and hold it against my stomach.
"It's getting late we should probably head to bed" I say standing up "I am just gonna go use the bathroom"
"Ok princess" he says
I make my way upstairs and into the bathroom. After flushing the toilet I stand up and keep my shorts down while I look in the mirror and notice a slight growth in my boobs. I turn to the side and notice that my belly looks like I'm bloating.
I sigh and fix my clothes as a tear slips out from my eye. I wash my hands and leave the bathroom. I walk out the front door and unlock my car doors.I walk up to mine and travis's room and get undressed before taking a shower. After my shower I put a sports bra on and facetime Rydel since she is the only one I have told and I need to talk to someone. She is the type of sister who knows when something is wrong so I couldn't hide the fact that I am pregnant from her for long it lasted about 3 days since we got back from our honeymoon, she says I have to tell everyone else but I can't.
"Hey" she says when she answers
"Hey" I say "it's happening"
"What is?" she asks
"I'm gaining weight" I say as a tear slips from my eye "It's fine you're only 8 weeks right now so you shouldn't be showing enough for people to start noticing. You still fit in all of your clothes right?"
"Yea but still I won't be able to keep this secret for much longer" I cry
"You can't expect to. When's the next doctor's appointment?"
"When I'm 11 weeks" I say as I wipe away my tears
"Maybe I can come with you so you don't have to be alone. When does the first trimester end?"
"After my 12th week" I answer
"Do you plan on telling anyone by then at least travis?"
"I have no clue,but then again I might be showing by then,I'm worried that travis will see and ask my I am putting on weight. My doctor said that everyone is different when it comes to showing and that I was pretty small and that I most likely wouldn't show until 12-16 weeks. Looks like it's leaning more towards 12" I say
"Are you going to tell Travis."
"Soon" was the only response I could muster up to say
After we hang up I lay down in my bed and place my hand over my stomach.I can feel a large knot in my lower abdomen that's about the size of a lemon or ball.Travis walks in waters droplets shining in his hair and on his toned skin from his shower. I move onto my side and pull my covers up to my chest and let sleep slowly take over my body but before I fall completely a sleep I feel travis putting his arm around me.
"Goodnight princess" he whispers in to my ear kissing my cheek
"Goodnight handsome"
They are just the Shape of my heart.

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