💖Rhonwen'sPOV💖
I woke up with Jason sleeping next to me and his arm around my waist. I tried to get up so I wouldn't wake him and grabbed my clothes from the floor. I grabbed fresh clothes and shrugged as I grabbed one of his set of boxers. I went to the bathroom and took a shower. I felt so guilty for sleeping with Travis. I let the cold water ran down my body. I dried myself off after that and put on Travis's boxers along my bra and his shirt which I had folded to look like a dress
I let my hair air dry and left the Bathroom to be greeted by Travis. He smiled and I did too. "good morning beautiful," he said as he kissed my forehead went into the bathroom.
I sighed. How am I going to tell him that I have a boyfriend? Rhonwen! What did you do? I sent Ross a text that he can come to pick me up and he texted a simple 'ok'. I went downstairs and greeted Mike who handed me a plate with pancakes. I heard a horn and saw that Ross was here to pick me up. "can you tell Travis that I'm going home? And that he can come whenever he wants to," I said and Mile nodded as he hugged me good bye. I went outside and Jumped in the passenger seat. "hey princess, how was it?"Ross asked as he drove off. "good, I guess."We drove home in silence and when we arrived they all hugged me and asked how it was. I answered with a simple 'good' and ran upstairs. I waited a few minutes so I could be sure that no one followed me and sneaked into Rydel's room. I got to her night stand and searched for the morning after pill.Where are they? "Need anything?" I heard Rydel asking from the door. I continued searching as I started sobbing."hey, what's wrong?" She asked worriedly as she closed the door.I plopped on the bed and buried my face in my hands. Rydel pulled me into her chest and asked what happened. "I did something stupid what felt right but NO!"
"And what was it?" She asked me, still worried. "I slept with Travis," I said which made her eyes widen and her mouth hanging open. "you did what?" She asked in disbelief. "Do you have the morning after pill? Rydel please," I asked begging. She sighed and nodded as she went into our bathroom and handed me a pill and water."Why did you do it?" She asked me with a sigh."it felt right," I answered with a shrug. "what about Shawn?" She asked me curious. I shrugged. I have no idea."Don't tell the boys, please," I begged as I broke down once again. I just lost my virginity to Travis even when I was with Shawn. "I won't tell, but you need to," she told me serious."No!They're going to hate me!" I yelled as I wiped my tears. "they'll be disappointed but they won't hate you," she reassured me."I'm gonna change first. Where is Shawn?" I asked her."He Went home." "I cheated on him Rydel. I lost my virginity to another guy when I am with him. He'll break up with me!""We'llfigure that out later go change and come downstairs afterwards,"she said as she kissed my head and left. I grabbed fresh undergarments and sweatpants along with a hoodie.I don't feel like showing my skin today at all. I covered myself as much as I could and went downstairs. All the boys and Rydel were in the living room, sitting on the couch.I stood at the door way and they all turned around to face me. "why are you wearing a hoodie with sweatpants?" Ratliff asked confused. It wasn't cold and they all were in shorts and shirts."I feel terrible," I whispered more likely to myself but they could hear. "come here,"Ross said as he patted the spot next to him and Rocky on the couch.I sat down and pulled my knees to my chest, curling myself to a ball."what happened Rhonwen?" Riker asked me. "I can't,"I said bawling.
"Rhonwen,just tell us what happened okay? We won't be mad," Ryland said slowly which made the boys agree. "You will be furious and you're going to hate me," I said honestly."We won't. We promise," Ross said as he wrapped his arm around my shoulder."Don't promise something you can't," I said. "just tell us," Rocky said chuckling."I slept with someone but it wasn't Shawn," I informed them and just like Rydel, their eyes went wide and their mouth hang open. "Was it Travis?" Riker asked slowly. I could hear the anger in his voice.I nodded and he jumped up with his hands in a fist and his jaw clenched. "don't do anything to him, please," I begged sobbing as I jumped up and Pushed his chest so he stumbled back."Shut up! You're grounded until you're 20!" He yelled at me. "Riker please you're Overreacting!" I yelled crying. "No! I'm not! I'm gonna teach this guy a lesson!" He yelled furious as he pushed past me and went to the door. I stumbled and fell on the floor, hitting my head hard.
The rest of my siblings came rushing towards me but I jumped up and pushed past them as I ran towards Riker who opened the door.I ran out before he could and saw Travis coming down the road towards us. I started crying and ran towards him as fast as I could. As I reached him I grabbed his hand and dragged him with me. I can't let Riker punching him to death."RHONWEN!" I heard Riker yelling. "What happened?" Travis asked curious. "Just ran Travis !" I yelled sobbing.I looked behind to see Rocky & Ratliff holding Riker back. Suddenly Riker punched Rocky and Ross & Ryland came to help him. Riker punched again this time Ross nose started bleeding.I stopped rapidly and anger boiled in me. "Travis, go home, please. I don't want you to get hurt," I said as I hugged him tightly. "No, let me help," he resisted as he took my hand and went back with me."But...Travis, I need to tell you something which is going to hurt you probably," I said as I turned to face him. I took both of his hands and just told him, "I have a boyfriend."His already weak smile disappeared and he dropped my hands and started walking away. "Travis please, I-It felt right! P-please don't leave me.""I'm still gonna be your friend just tell me when your brother calmed down," he said and left. I ran back to my family who was holding Riker on the ground.
"I CANNOT BELIEVE YOU!" I yelled at Riker who looked guilty. "DON'T YOU EVER DARE TO PUNCH ROSS OR ROCKY EVER AGAIN!" I yelled at him. "NOW SCREW YOU!" I screamed right in his face. Rydel helped Rocky in whose eye was blotchy and I helped Ross whose nose was bleeding. Ryland followed us and Ratliff stayed outside with Riker."I'm so so sorry," I apologized to them. "it's okay, it was Riker's fault not yours," Rocky said as he hugged me. "we're not mad that you...you know. Maybe we're a little disappointed but not mad," Ross reassured me."What happened here?" I heard the all so familiar voice I didn't wanted to hear at all. "Nothing," I said quickly as I went to the kitchen to grab an ice pack for Ross & Rocky. I went back into the livingroom where Shawn was sitting on the couch. I handed Ross & Rocky an ice pack each and they thanked me as I squeezed myself between them so I wouldn't have to sit next to Shawn. I just broke Travis's heart and it will be more difficult to break Shawn's. I can't tell him!"Babe,come here," Shawn said as he patted his lap. "Nah, I'm good," I said awkwardly. "What's wrong?" He asked curious. "Nothing," I replied as I hugged my knees."It's so hot why are you wearing sweatpants and a hoodie?" He asked me. "I just felt like it." He shrugged it off and didn't ask any further. "I'm so sorry!" I heard Riker's voice."I'm not mad at you for having sex. I overreacted,"Riker said more guilty as he saw Shawn sitting on the couch with his eyebrows raised in confusion. "okay Rydel, I'm not mad," he said quickly looking at Rydel who was standing behind me."Yea, Rydel we're not mad at you," Ryland said as he hugged her. "it's okay Rydel," I said as I jumped up and hugged her as well. Shawn looked relieved as we lied."Now, how about we watch a movie?"Ratliff asked as he turned the TV on. Riker gave me a 'we need to talk' look and went in the kitchen. I followed him and he pulled me into a tight hug."I'm so sorry," he apologized. "Riker, don't tell me. Tell Ross & Rocky," I said as I pulled away."so you forgive me?" He asked hopefully. "yea," I said with a sigh and a nod.He smiled and kissed my head before we went back to the living room. Riker sat between Ross & Rocky which made me glare at him. I sat next to Shawn who pulled me into his chest."Wanna go to your room?" Shawn asked me a few minutes later. I nodded and we went upstairs. I just closed the door as I got spun around and lips got pressed on mine.
It felt good... But not right. I can't show him that something's wrong so I kissed back. "R5 is having a concert tomorrow you coming?" I asked him as we sat on the bed just talking. "sure thing." I am just a big lier aren't it just a big cheater.
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The forgotten Lynch
Fanfiction4 words; 1Name : Rhonwen (pronounced Rowena) Jasmine Emily Lynch. Yes lynch. The same lynch family in the band R5 with the best friend Ratliff take the journey through the life that is Rhonwen's and see what its like and how she copes with being 't...