Can we // OHGSY

Part 4

November 25, 2016 ;   6:26am

I was now excited adding make up while Michelle smiled up at me. I then kiss her forehead and she yells a ew wiping her head from the lipgloss I left on her.

I was now done and put Michelle a cute warm dress with a sweater that matched it.

We were now walking out and when we were about to cross the street we hear a pop and I duck putting my body over Michelle.

"Dani im scared" she cries and I shush her.

I then look behind me and see this dude running after another while they both shot widely. I then pick up Michy quickly and go behind this huge dumpster while I hold her tight shushing her cries.

My heart beated rapidly, I too was scared.

I then see one of the guys running past us while the other continued shooting. I then shook and knew I should probably stay home today. Right when I thought it was over I see one of the guys fall and I thank God Michy didn't have to see what I just saw.

I then rush to the guy and apply pressure on his wound and quickly call the ambulance. Literally half an hour later they arrive and I say I just saw the guy in the ground not wanting to get involved.

I then see the guy mom fall to the ground crying as the cops question her. How are they going to ask the mom dumb ass questions now.

I then roll my eyes and pull Michelle close to me and carry her back to our house.

I then find my mom outside our door drinking half passed out and I groan. I then open the door and settle Michy down.

"Are you both alright" my mom ask and Michelle than explains it all to her while I sit down trying to catch my breath.

I then feel very light headed and go puke not feeling so great after seeing this. I then rush to the restroom and actually puke in the tub this time.

"Maybe if you stop being a whore we wouldn't have to worry about you being pregnant" my mom yells and I let a tear out due to my burning throat.

My mom was now out the house and I sat beside Michelle while feeling still very light headed.

I soon fall asleep not feeling the greatest. I wanted to forget what I witness. I then dream of my pass of me walking and watching how they shoot my dad who was in the middle of changing from drug dealer to a father. He was changing.

I then wake up with watery eyes and find Alejandro and the girls looking down at me. I then push past them and puke again.

I then cry silently feeling bad that I didn't tell them who did what. But I knew it was for my own safety what I did.

I then hear a knock and wipe my tears rapidly.

"You okay baby girl" Allison says and I shake my head no remembering the look of the kid eyes. He seemed younger then me too.

She then pulls me into her embrace and I let a couple tears fall and I pinch myself hating how weak I might look crying right now.

"Everything okay" Alejandro and the rest then open the door and see me and I quickly wipe my tears not wanting Michelle especially to see me.

"Mija toma " (here honey) María says helping me up and as I sit in the counter while she gives me soup and medicine right after.

The rest then look at me but I look back down feeling embarrassed.

"Who's all this" my mom yells stumbling into the house.

The girls then watch my sad ass of a mom fall.

"Oh no mommy your sick again" Michy says looking at me pouting.

Maria then smiles warmly at me and with Alejandro help they lay my mom  in her bed.

"Dani Were so-"

"It's fine" I interrupt them rolling my eyes.

The entire time of there stay they're quiet and looking at me. The only one talking is Michelle who constantly tells them what is going to happen before it does in the movie.

I then get up and walk to my room to lay down.

I then feel someone push my hair back.

"Look I'll take Michelle back with me so you can rest as much as you need too" María offers.

"IM FINE CAN YOU GUYS JUST LEAVE" I yell with watery eyes.

She then looks down walking out I then hear the rest leave right after.

"You did the right thing" my mom says walking in my room.

I then look at her angrily with tears.

"I fucking hate you I just want dad" I cry out and her face drops and for once my mom doesn't argue back just stays still.

She eventually leaves and I stay laying down hugging tight on my pillow as I silently cry. I then feel the end of my bed dip and I expect to see Michy but see Alejandro.

"Look I don't need a pep talk" I roll my eyes.

"Nah this a fucking warning" he calmly says and I frown confused. Warning?

"You yell at my mom or anything like that again we gon have major problems as of now be happy she's taking care of Michy but you, you don't ever talk to me" he growls walking out.

I then sit up and realize I really fucked up, I should've known as soon as my mom thought I did good.

I then stay laying staring up at the ceiling.

I lost Alejandro

I'm pretty sure I lost María

My mom I been lost with my dad

I really fucked up a lot.

I then look down at my phone seeing Allison and them left me messages.