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November 25,2016 ; 10:30pm
I then wake up with puffy eyes and I dress conformably and zip up my jacket walking to Maria's.
Once the door opens after I knock I see a annoyed Alejandro.
"Alejandro I-"he then walks away and I stop talking and walk in shutting the door behind me.
"Maria I'm sorry I just was so overwhelmed which isn't a excuse but I'm just not used to the love you give me and I freak out and-" she then hugs me and I get shook but immediately hug her tight.
All these years of knowing her I barely realize how much she means to me. After letting her go I see Alejandro watching me with a serious look.
Michelle then walks in the room and rushes to me. I then kiss her head and she then rushes to Aiden who yelled for her.
"It's fine" Maria reassures me.
"Can I talk to you" Alejandro waves over and I follow him and he leads me to his car.
We were now riding away and he seemed to take me back to his place. I then sat in his couch and he sat across from me and I give him a small smile not knowing how to feel.
He then sits beside me pulling my face towards his I then shut my eyes and I feel his lips so close. He then gets up and storms off and I touch my lips and sigh. I felt so embarrassed.
After five minutes of me sitting down feeling so horrible he walks back in smoking a blunt.
"I'm sorry" he says blowing out the smoke and coughing a bit.
"Me too" I look down.
"I was going to lead you on because I felt so mad at you but I just know I can't well at least not with you" he sighs brushing his hair back as he continues to inhale.
I stay quiet not knowing how to take what he just said. If he did lead me on I'd probably hate him just as much as he probably hates me for yelling at his mom.
"I was going to fuck you and leaving enough but I know not only would my mom hate me but so would you" he explains a bit more.
"What makes you think I would do that" I frown
"C'mon you were literally going weak with a kiss" he laughs
"Can you take me back" I ask and he nods inhaling and throwing the smoke at my face as he passes me.
He really came here did all this to hurt me but if I was being honest it still hurt with the things he said. It sucked because when he got so close I felt like I would honestly do all he wanted.
The ride was very quiet we didn't talk and when he dropped me of at my house and not Maria's I didn't even argue.
November 26, 2016 ; 5:20am
I was now face timing them while I explained what happened to me and explain my mom and family issues stuff. They immediately take my side being my friends and all.
I then hear a knock and go get it and see it's my friends and let them in as they all group hug me.
"By the way thanks" Rachel says and I raise an eye brow confused.
"So the light skin dude Fenix texted me asking for Allison and I let him know you gave my number on accident but your plan worked we talking kinda now" Rachel cheeses as we all hype her up.
"I know this is no help but Pablo is telling the school y'all fucked and still together" Allison sighs rubbing her head temples.
"Whatever I'll worry about that later" I sigh laying back.
"Are you still going to Alejandro bday" Paula says finally speaking up. It's crazy how she's been so serious in this situation. I knew it was hard for her.
"I don't think I should" I shrug
"Your going" Jasmine says passing me an outfit and I smile down at her and side hug her.
"We'll see" I smile
"I think you shouldn't I mean he'll probably bug you" Allison says and they all look at me.
"I don't know" I sigh
"I feel bad for him I mean wouldn't y'all be mad if I yelled at your guys mom" I say
"That doesn't matter" Paula rolls her eyes causing me to laugh.
"Just see if you can fix what happened and see if you have an effect on him if you almost kiss him" Jasmine suggest and they all quickly agree and I stay that night wondering if I should.
I was now making food for myself and for my mom. I then see her walk in , in some regular pants and a long sleeve.
Must be another act sadly.
I then pass her a bowl and she passes me a paper. I then read through it and my eyes go wide when I see it's a job application. I then look up to question it but she was in her room by then.
That reminds me I have work tomorrow in the afternoon.
