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January 2, 2017. ; 10:34am
I was now out the shower into some comfy clothes. Mitchy seemed a sad this morning and I knew it was because of Aiden, guess I was wrong she didn't forget.
"Eat Mitchy" I said and she took two bites but stopped eating again.
"I'll call Aiden if you eat" , she ate immediately.
Ryan and my mom then came downstairs to eat along besides us. I couldn't help but still feel a bit awkward with Ryan. I just wasn't so used to him being around is all.
I still haven't gotten a text back from Ale and it lowkey annoyed me. He recently just been lagging and I hoped our friendship didn't fall off. He was a good ass friend.
Half an hour later I was reading while Aiden and Mitchy face timed on my phone.
Books always were some how an escape for me from the actual world. The world was so fucked up at times that I would often read to escape it.
I soon got hungry and ate some goldfish. I felt so lonely and I hated it.
Apparently my mom enrolled me in a school and I started next week on Monday. It was barely Monday today so I was chilling. I wasn't planning on making new friends though.
4:26pm
I now had my phone back and saw Rachel messaged me and so did María.
María 💚: Alejandro soon will be out I'll keep you updated hermosa (beautiful)
Me: gracias 💓💓 (thanks)
Rachel 🌞: good morning hoe
Rachel 🌞: yall I cant believe it's 2017 like who would of thought the years can go this high!
Rachel 🌞: my New Years resolution is to make our friendship stronger 😂❤️🤞🏽
Me: OMYGOSH 😭😭💚💚💚💚💚💚💚
Me: good afternoon bby 😭
Me: 🤞🏼🤞🏼🤞🏼
Rachel 🌞: ima go out with Fenny but I'll txt u in a bit ❤️
Me: 💚 Seen
I was now feeling a bit better but still hella bored. I then went to go check on Mitchy and saw her blasting some Nicki Minaj while jumping around. I recorded it because it was the cutest, I quickly send it to Alejandro.
I then went around the house and saw we had a jacuzzi. Shit don't mind if I do.
I then saw that was basically the only thing that was interesting here. I felt so bored then I decided to check up on Jordan instead of going to the jacuzzi right now.
Me: Carlos done anything?
J 🤪: nah
J 🤪: thanks 4 letting me know u were moving smh
Me: I'm sorryyyhh
Me: maybe u knowing I'm so alone and fucking bored will help ?
J 🤪: kinda 😂
Me: knew it 💀
J 🤪: maybe it was for the best? 🤷🏻♂️
Me: idk man it seems so bad so far
J 🤪: I got a new partner
Me: really who??
J 🤪: guess 😂
Me: um Rachel?
J 🤪: Pablo , he asked abt u 😭😭
Me: ew
Me: what did he tell u
J 🤪: that where did u go to and I said idk lmao
Me: 🤢
J 🤪: 😂😂😂
Me: 💀 Seen
The conversation seemed to die down and I kinda wish he put more effort but that was to much to ask. I hate when I really wanna talk to somebody and they seemed so uninterested.
I then went upstairs not wanting to go outside to the cold, my mom I believed went out with Ryan again. Me and Mitchy were invited but decided to stay.
I was now blasting Lil Xan while jumping around cracking up with Mitchy. She immediately thought Lil xan was cute and I kinda thought so too.
(Yooo he having a bby in real life!, like what rapper don't have a bby now tbhhhh like is it a trend rn?!)
Mitchy ended up sleeping and I ended up cleaning after ourselves.
It seemed to have gotten dark quick and before I knew it, it was about 8pm.
I was still not sleepy though.
I then decided to peak outside again and saw the street hella empty unlike the other day. Ugh school I was totally not looking forward too.
I feel like I should make friends so I wouldn't be as bored anymore. I felt like being alone made me have more time to overthink about what happened to Alejandro.
I feel like if I could go back in time I would've made him mine. I missed his warmth presence.
The place I once took for granted I missed now. No matter how dangerous it's been getting I still wanted To go back to La.
I felt myself go back to anti social again. I didn't want to talk much, especially with new people. I hated making new friends.
I then get up to do a face mask and Mitchy who woke up decided to tag along. We were both now laying back waiting for the 15 minutes to pass by.
I then let her choose a YouTube video and she decided on us watching girls show us how to make those bracelets that have become so popular at the moment.
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I found myself so lost and when I glanced at Mitchy to see if she was lost too, she seemed just fine. I then drop the strings and sigh, too fucking complicated for me.
It was now time for us to take the mask off and I immediately cracked up when Mitchy yelled when I pulled a piece off her face.
"Bitch" she groaned and both our mouths dropped.
"Aye what you say" I ask raising a brow.
"Sorry" she chuckled.
"Bad girl now lemme see your face again" i then pulled a other piece off her face and crack up.
We were now pulling each other face mask off quickly as we laughed at each other reactions.
That night I fell asleep cuddled up to Mitchy smiling.
