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December 6, 2016. ; 7:24am
I was now awaken by so many missed calls and realize I slept in.
"Just stay home sweety " my mom says after telling me to put my phone on silent.
Alejandro 💓🏆: wya??
Alejandro 💓🏆: yooo
Alejandro 💓🏆: I'm waiting for u outside already
Alejandro 💓🏆: bro hurry up I was suppose to meet up with my girl today
Alejandro 💓🏆: can't even fucking answer???
Me: I slept in
Me: don't have to pick me up , could've left
Alejandro 💓🏆: well we friends plus you asked
Me: I asked the first time not this time so quit bitching
Alejandro 💓🏆: thanks for making me late
Me: you cheating either way
Alejandro 💓🏆: open relationship so I'm rlly not
Me: why bugging today ?
Alejandro 💓🏆: Bro Just Shut up ur annoying me
Me: whatever man
Me: my bad Ight
Alejandro 💓🏆: yeah we wouldn't work out Seen
I then feel that like a slap and just ignore it and plug it back in the charger. He's been so moody and it's been harder to tolerate.
I then realize I can't sleep so just decide ima take a quick shower.
By the time I was out I realize it's still early so I decide on a morning walk. It sounds dumb to anyone who knows how it is around where I live but I mean all the kids in school?
I then just say fuck it and go for a walk. I was now listening to music while walking around and getting some nice fresh air.
I then stop at this donut shop and sit on the corner of the place eating and see people walk in and out.
Ten minutes later I was done.
I was now back outside walking around trying to get distracted from all these mixed feelings.
Soon enough I was back home to bring some donuts for Michelle and my mom who were awake watching Dr. Phil.
O H G S Y 💘 typing
I then smile and wait for his message. Just like before I got disappointed and realize I am not getting a message what so ever.
3:23pm
I was now getting sent all the things I missed by classmates. Today I stared at the work that was due and can't help but feel like I don't want to do it.
I hate how I seem to have ruined every friendship I had. Maybe I was the one who fucked it up?
I then layed in the couch cuddled up to the pillow as I let a couple tears fall as I watched to all the boys I've loved before. I sometimes wished life was easier. That I wouldn't have to grow up to worry about a future I didn't know I would live up to.
I then turn the tv off and go back to my bed and go under my cover letting all the tears I held in out.
I thought Allison would be here no matter what?
Alejandro I just saw the change he had around me from before to now. He no longer texted me 24/7 . He no longer seemed to worry for me. He didn't ask me out on dates anymore. He goes ghost on me now.
I just hated that I noticed the little differences in people and I stayed exactly the same. Like did I miss something?
6:45pm
I was now waken by my mom who I see above me looking at me worriedly.
"Mija you feeling alright" she ask and although my health was fine I didn't feel good so I shake my head no.
"Need anything from the store me and Michelle going right now" she ask and I shake my head no again.
I then decide to just go back to sleep because I no longer knew what to do but over think.
