Just Ten Days

Maybe it's time

[[A/N] I know the story is just an imagination. But somehow I want you all to feel it.

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Should she? Should she not? What to do? What not to do? A lot of questions she had, but eventually the answer to the question; she did not.

Even though she knows all the things she had heard, or that he had faced, she still had a doubt to trust the man she had trusted and even given her everything once. The thing is that she did not had the courage to play a bet with life anymore. As if everything that happened has snatched away all the enthusiasm she had to deal with life.

She was clueless. Left with just questions.

"Okay so, what next we have to do is..." Omkara trailed off while making breakfast. In the process he packed Saahil and Anaya's school tiffin box, make Gauri juice and parathas and for himself some normal vegetable sandwiches and prayed that it might go into everyone's stomach and not dustbin.

"What are you doing?" Gauri asked as she entered her kitchen. "Cooking, I guess?" he shrugged. "Oh really" she rolled her eyes. Omkara smiled "okay listen, I have packed lunch for the kids too. Don't worry". "Wait you didn't made anything with peaches right? Because...." he cuts her "Anaya is allergic to peaches, I know" she sighed.

"So how are the parathas Gauriji?" he asked sitting beside her on the dining table. "They are okay. I mean salt is a little more but that's fine I guess" she kept eating without looking at him. "Oh" his smile dropped "sorry. I did not know. I will take care from tomorrow I guess" she looked at him. "You aren't staying for ever are you?"she questioned. "I am not leaving" he said, his voice straight.

"Well yes you are you are not going to stay here for the rest of your life. I am not taking it at all you can't just barge to my life and say anything you want to and make me feel like I am not doing it right. Where as the fault was yours. You are not staying here at all" she cleared herself.

"It's not about you Gauri, it's about me. I have to stay here and make things good at least good enough to stay together. I want my family, I always craved for a family. A family that loves me; a family where my place can't be taken by anyone else, a family who does not expects but gives me all love that I get. I want you both in my life with me forever. I know that's for not right and I also know things probably have not gone the way that they should and I am sorry for that"

He chuckled bitterly but continued "Sorry probably would not hold the importance now because after all..... all things that I have done probably don't deserve forgiveness but I am ready to suffer the rest of my life as I get you; if I get to see you both by my side. That when I get home from work I see your faces. I need you two for every success of mine I want Anaya to rush to me and be proud of a dadaa. I want you to experience what you never did. I know what I have done has left a very big mark but I want to heat it through the medicine of what I can give you Gauri. I wont say, I was right and I won't say anything I didn't past can overcome or help me in forgiveness that you would give me but I promise you I will do my best in making myself good father and good husband. I am not saying it because I am here. But without you and what I probably never realised thwr if tomorrow something happens and you and you go away I don't know what will I do. I don't have an idea of how would I control myself. I can't take care of Anaya without you be present every time. I don't know how will I will do if tomorrow or any day I get to hear that you aren't here anymore. I don't know if I can call it love or not because what all I thought love is it was not but with you I find a sense of completion I know you doubt me with Ridhima but I can promise you I have had nothing since you entered. And I don't know why but all I need is you... Is us" he sighed. She did not react.