Just Ten Days

Will make you hurt

[[A/N] I know it's been too long but I am still trying to catch up between my studies. Hope I can.

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Now that he had returned will see ever be able to forgive him for all that he has done? Was her heart that brave to forget, forgive and move on happily after whatever she has seen it wasn't easy was it? and she knew it is not going to be easy. But now she had stopped trying she didn't wanted heartbreak again and when and now she knows probably that he was sincere in saying those words he did she didn't know how to react. Gauri was in a dilemma of whether she will be ever able to to gather enough courage to fight all that came in between her and him. Her life had given enough of pain I didn't want to bear even a single shred of it now. For the first time ever she was not sure that she wanted to carry on in this relationship of hers with the one she had truly loved in her life except her mum and her daughter.

Omkara on the other hand did want to try with their relationship but somehow knew that they had too many issues to resolve. He knew somewhere deep down that all of this will be too painful to bear and it was not him that he was concerned about; it was Gauri. He had an idea that they will never be able to bear that kind of mental pain and might tear apart forever and he did not want that. He wanted to be with her; eve if they won't stay together. He just wanted them to be together as a family... at least then he would have chances to ask for forgiveness; even if it was for the rest of his life.

It was the afternoon when he had just arrived home and stepped into their room when he noticed her tired self. He immediately got up and poured her water and took the glass to her "drink" he said in a soft voice. She ignored him and poured another glass for herself. He sighed, they had to talk.

"Gauri please listen to me" she turned "I am sorry I never realised what kind of a monster I was with you. It's just that I had never experienced the amount of unselfish love you give me and now that I know I want to try my best to keep it safe. I know I will never be able to repent for what I have done in the past but believe me when I say that you... you are something that I will be lucky to protect this precious thing between us. I don't know how far I will succeed in this but I assure you I will never let you down. Please just give me a chance; just one chance" he pleaded with the guilt in his eyes but Gauri and this time was so drowned in her own pain that she didn't knew anything else to give him other than pain. She didn't know will she forgive him or not. But one thing that she knew was that right now she could not give him anything.

"What am I to you? A rag doll huh? What am I? a trash can you can dump anything you want inside me and this flip it and it's all empty? well you know what it's already empty everything is finished it's gone, it's done. I cannot give you anything not even forgiveness right now" Her eyes were showing an emotion that he hadn't ever seen before and he didn't think that he will ever see it in her eyes. And that emotion was of defeat. The Gauri Kumari Sharma he knew had given up on everything and now all she would do was giving the similar amount of pain to him.

He closed his eyes and took a silent breath. He was ready.

"Nope, I am not allowing it" Shivaay said denying the whole thing. "Bade bhaiya, I have to go... you know only a woman can handle this contract; and this is important" Gauri relitates. "You are not going there" Shivaay ordered. "You have no say in that bade bhaiya" Gauri said authoritatively "as an equal partner of this company; I have no obligations to listen to you" Shivaay took a deep breath on her sudden reaction. "I am taking this project in my hands" she announced.

"And going in a place like that? No, I am not allowing that; especially you going alone" Shivaay said. "And I said I am going; it's not you who can decide that. I can take my own decisions. I am not obligated to follow yours as a partner....." Shivaay cuts her "as a little sister you are obliged to. You have to follow what your bade bhaiya orders you" he shouted and then his voice softened "Chutki; this is way too dangerous. I cannot let you go; you had just come back to us"

"I have to go; there is no one we can send. The deal is with a woman company and we only can talk if I go there" she answered. "But..." Gauri cuts in "please bhaiya.. please let me go" her voice shook.

"Gauri don't do this. What are you even trying to do?" Shivaay asked with a shock expression on his face. That girl was not listening to him and he knew how much it was breaking her.

"Omkara rok use" Shivaay shouted on him. "Dard ki dawa di jaa sakti hai. Use roka nahi jaa sakta. Dard hai Shivaay nikal jane de" Omkara said as he closed his eyes and a tear dropped off his lashes. The pain was attached to him too. He was the cause of it and he knew what Gauri was feeling was the same ache.

He knew that she was outing herself in danger; knowing how grave it was and there was no point that he could put forward to stop her now. She had secured Anaya's future without him having any idea about it and he knew that no way in the hell would she allow anyone of them to influence her decision.

He knew it was stupid, yes; but he also knew that he or anyone else was not capable enough to stop her from going.

Annika had tried to stop her little sister and so had every other member of the family; but it was something that she had been tough on and she was not coming back from it. In his heart; he was scared of that bad intuition that he had been facing since he had heard of her going

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real

The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end

And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt