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He knew that there was something that was disturbing him, but keeping it aside, it was his fear of loosing her once again in his life. Once he had already lost her and the second time he was ready to leave her, but this time; his heart did not allowed him to let her leave anyway away from him. He had realised that it was too painful for him to let her go, specially after the time he got her back from losing her forever. The fear that she might not come back was eating him and within seconds he had to decide of whether he would die of it, or heal it.
She had left that house, and knowing the kind of job she was taking now, she would not visit there when she gets wasn't needed. She had made Jhanvi promise her that she would take care of her daughter and offcourse whenever her little angel would need her, she would rush back. But this time, it was important for her to leave him and go away, somewhere he would never think of following her and a place where she would be all alone, amidst all the little smiles she would make for herself.
Gauri Omkara Singh Oberoi, was letting herself go, now that she knew it was important for her to do so. She was letting Gauri Kumari Ssarma come into light this time and she knew it would hurt as much and maybe she would neither be any of the two but she knew that she had to leave as that was the house where she was welcomed only when she had loved him and now she doubted that feeling. She, never in her life, thought that she would have the feeling of falling out of love, but that cruel fate of hers, certainly had it planned all this while.
While sitting in the waiting area, all her mine wandered upon was him. How will he react, will he search for her? Will he move on? Should she wait for divorce? Offcourse he would, he was waiting for her to free him, he was in love with Riddhima and she knew it, all that happened between them was most probably a fraction of time where he had felt guilty ... But about the time he had touched her ... you never know how your mind would react and now she was sure she didn't know him ... it maybe was just in the heat of the moment.
She never wanted him to be guilty, but she now was rather angry on herself for falling in love with a man who had never accepted her and she knew he never would. Offcourse he thought she was lying before all of it and maybe now it was his guilt as she had already thought about ...
yes, it must be guilt, why else would he start caring for me when he never loved me? He was not that bad to leave me after hearing all that I said, so possibly he had thought of helping me through this
Even though it would hurt her, break her and leave her all alone, she knew she couldn't live without love and find herself search for it all her life, instead she had opted out of it and live her life knowing that it never existed for her. It would bring tears to her, yes .. but some tears are better than the life long humiliation of never having what we searched for, for the rest of the life and so she had decided that she won't search, instead she would leave the place where there was a hope even for her to find love and specially from the place she knew it never existed.
"Don't stop him Shivaay. It's time they sort it out themselves. I had tried my way and it had become even a bigger chaos for them. I don't want anything to come in between them now and I am trying to trust Omkara on bringing my sister back to where she belongs. Interrupting them would only shatter the hopes even more" Annika said holding the hands of her husband back. "But he .. " she cuts him "he will bring her. I trust him" Annika passed a small smile to Shivaay. "And I trust you" Shivaay smiled back.
She was just moving away after purchasing a bottle of water, when a hand grabbed her. She turned and frowned "you? How did you came in?" she asked. "Ha! I forgot, an Oberoi. Stupid me" she chuckled humourlesly. "Gauri" Omkara spoke in a soft voice. "What are you doing here anyway?" she asked him. "I ... I came to take you back" he answered in the same timid voice. She frowned at him "and who told you that I will obey?". "I don't expect you to" he said.
"Why are you even here Mr Omkara Singh Oberoi?" she asked him. He was shocked at this completely changed demeanor. It stung when she called him by his whole name and not 'Omkaraji' the endearment he had started liking. "I told you ... to take you back" he answered again. " I told you, it's a business trip, I am not going to stay there forever" she spoke. "Then why did you tell mom to take care of Anu as if you won't be there. Gauri please ... We need you with us"
We need you ... You do not need me Mr Oberoi ... and the family ... I know they know what I feel ... Though I won't like caring about you anymore ... but this ache won't stop
"Gauri please ... I beg you ... Please come back. Don't leave me alone in the dark ally my life has always taken me to ... Please I beg you" he begged her and he had no regrets if anyone saw him and what all they thought about him. This time, he knew that it was the only one time he was left with.
Her mind was still assembling the words he had just said. So what she thought before was all wrong? "I know I have been an idiot, a fool to not see how much I loved you and when I did, even then I stupidly thought of leaving you but right now I am not asking for you forgiveness Gauri, all I am asking for one chance for me, for you, for us to find love; something that we both failed in and I am very sorry for that. I know I let you down, I know that maybe this all doesn't leads to anything and you leave me again to never come back, but even then, I would have some memories of being with someone who I had admired for all these years. At least one chance for me to live like you always wanted from me. Please one chance is all I am asking from you" he cried.
"I also did asked Mr Oberoi, I begged too but you never even turned to look how I was. What changed? I am incapable of loving anymore Mr Oberoi, you made me that way. Please go, don't humiliate me anymore .. please just leave" she said to him.
"I know what I did is not worth forgiving and I am not asking for forgiveness. Even if you don't forgive me for the rest of our lives, I won't complain ... But for just once, let me show you how I feel about you ... Just a chance Gauri ... Just a chance" he landed on his knees, not being able to handle himself on his feet.
"Please leave" she spoke with her own heart's weight. "I have these intuitions about today's day. It isn't good .. please just listen to me once and don't leave. I really hope this chance would change everything for us Gauri. I am begging you for a few moments of happiness in my life. I have never experienced anything like that. Please don't snatch it from me. Please ..." she clearly saw tears that oozed out of his eyes, but she had made up her mind and she wasn't ready to disobey herself.
He watched her leave as she dragged her little suitcase with her. He felt hopeless at that moment. A breath escaped his mouth when he realised that he had failed and now no matter what, it isn't going to be reversed.
You and I
We are two satellites in the sky
Don't go, baby, baby, don't go
Baby, baby, don't go
'Cause my heart's gonna blow
Don't go, baby, baby, don't go
Baby, baby, don't go
You're the star of my showDon't go, baby, baby, don't go
Baby, baby, don't goJust some moments later she had consoled herself and had got out of that trance, she saw a commotion, just outside the gates of the airport. Unable to find out, she asked someone who had just entered "what is going on?" she asked as she took a deep breath, calming herself.
"Some man, just met with an accident just outside the airport" he answered. "He had ... He had long hair? Did you see him?" she asked, praying for the worse to not happen. "Yes" the man said and when he got no answers from her, he walked off.
"I have these intuitions about today's day. It isn't good" rang continuously in her mind while all she prayed was
' please Shankerji save him. He is all I have '
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Just Ten Days
General FictionSix years had passed when Omkara finally decided it was time to move his relationship with Gauri forward. Six years ago, Gauri had been pregnant with his child, a responsibility he felt fell on him. He had resolved to stay in the marriage, if only f...