HE FORCED ME TO MARRY HIM (ON-GOING)

CHAPTER 38 - LOST

 CHAPTER 38 – LOST

“Isuot muna ‘yan Hash. Faster were going to be late the boys are waiting us in the front beach!” excited na sabi ni Lizzete.

“Eh Lizzete this two piece is so tight for me. Tignan mo naman oh” lumaki kasi ‘yung mountains ko pagkaanak ko kay Jash. Kaya lalong na emphasize ‘yung cleavage ko. Ang liit naman kasi ng binili ni Lizzete na two piece sa akin.

“But it suit you better Hash promise mas lalo kang sumexy tignan!”

“Eh sino ba ‘yang mga kasama natin na lalaki?”

“Sina Greg lang nuh at tsaka ‘yong kaibigan daw niya” I bet she’s not referring to Jarke diba hindi pa naman bati silang dalawa ni Greg?

“Finish? Now let’s go!”

“P-pero ang mga bata okay lang ba sila?”

“Nah don’t worry about them I already instructed Manang Sisil about that, now let’s go girl!” hay talagang itong si Lizzete parang walang anak kung umasta. Ano kaya ang magiging reaction ni best pag nakita niya ngayon si Lizzete nuh? Magagalit ba ‘yon o susuportaan lang si Lizzete? Hahahaha nakakatawang isipin.

“Masaya ka ata ah? Ano bang iniisip natin?”

“Ah wala”

“Oiiiiii may iniisip siya” Lizzete tickled me in the side. Kaya bigla na lang akong napasigaw at napatawa ng napakalakas. Nasa ganun kaming posisyon ng mahagilap kami ni Greg na naghihintay sa amin sa labas ng yate. We’re going on the other side of the island we badly want to explore the beauty of Boracay.

“Hey ladies sounds fun ha care to share?” Lizzete then stop ticklimng me and that’s when I saw him intently looking at my side wearing those piercing eyes hindi kasi niya suot ngayon ang sunglass niya kaya kitang-kita ko ang mga galit sa mata niya. What did he doing here? Akala ko ba hindi siya kasama? Bigla na lang akong nabalisa and I’m facing back and forth debating whether to go or not.

“Hey Hash ano ba sa tingin mo ang ginagawa mo? Nahihilo ako sa’yo” that was Lizzete.

“Ahm guys I-I think i-it’s not right for me to go with you. Babalik na lan-“ then Greg cut me off.

“I know you’re avoiding him Hash but not all times you can avoid his presence. I’m sorry hindi kita agad na inform about this. Hindi ko rin kasi alam na kasama pala siya dito” I look at him again in the yacht pero wala na siya dun. I think pumasok na siya. Oo nga naman bakit naman ako maiilang, in the first place his not still in to me naman. Hash you need to stay calm. Friend please bear with me okay? Don’t lossen up again I’m begging you.

“Naku naman Greg bakit naman kasama ‘yan eh alam mo namang-“

“Li hindi ko nga alam okay?”

“Ikaw naman Hash ‘wag kang mag-alala andito lang ako hindi ko hahayaang makalapit siya sa’yo okay?” I just nod silently.

We start to get inside in the yacht tinatawag na kasi kami ng tour guide namin. I roam my eyes inside and then I found him kissing again that blond woman from the elevator. I immediately diverted my gaze in the other direction. Kumirot na naman kasi si friend eh.

Greg then whispered. “Don’t look at him stay focus in the view okay?” I nodded again.

Ilang Segundo ang nakalipas hindi pa rin natatapos sa pagsasalita ang tour guide namin. He proudly presented and introduce us the beautiful scenery of Boracay. Hindi na rin ako lumingon sa likoran ko andun kasi sila Jarke. Si Lizzete naman panay ang picture sa mga nagagandahang tanawin. Habang ako balisa naman sa kinauupuan. Napansin ata ni Greg ang pagkabalisa ko kaya kinulong niya ako sa mga bisig niya and that make me flinched in place. I tried to get out from his arms pero parang may pagka-goliat ang komag ang lakas-lakas.”Stay still” bulong niya kaya pinabayaan ko na lang siyang yakapin ako.

After a seconds narinig na lang namin ang lakas ng pagdabog ng upuan sa likuran namin. I wonder what’s happening in the back I tried to turn around but Greg won’t let me aba’t kinareer talaga niya ang pagka-bodyguard sa akin sweet of him note to mind I need to thank him later.

“Greg I need to take the restroom” sabi ko sa kanya eh naiihi na kasi ako. Kanina pa kasi ako umiinom ng juice.

“What will you do there?”

“I’m going to pee ano pa ba huh?” he just chuckled. Huh! Bwes*t as ever talagang Greg inirapan ko na lang siya at padabog na tinungo ang banyo. Pero sa kasamaang palad hindi ko makita ang banyo I think I lost malakilaki kasi ‘tung yacht. Napadpad na ako sa lugar na walang katao-tao. May gosh sana nagpasama na lang ako kay Greg saan na ba akong lupalop nakarating?

I was strolling around baka makakita ako ng tao. At pagsinisuwerte ka nga naman may tao akong nahagilap sa dulo I’m going to approach him when someone just grabbed me by the waist. And carried me in an empty room and pinned me in the wall. Nagulat ako dala na rin ng pagkatakot hindi ko alam kung sino ang nanghila sa akin. But when I saw those piercing eyes mas lalong tumibok ng napakalakas ang puso ko. I was going to protest and push him when he shoved me again in the wall and forcefully kissed me. I want to shout to scream but he won’t allow me kagat-kagat kasi niya ang mga labi ko. I want to push him away kasi ang sakit-sakit na ng mga labi ko he’s been like a vampire who sucks my blood in every bite he did in my lips. It’s like he put all the pressure to his mouth just to taste me his sadness the time I left him no words.

“J-Jarke i-it hurts please s-stop” himala na ngang nakapagsalita pa ako sa mapangparusa niyang mga halik. But damn him! My mouth really hurts a lot para na niya itong kinain lahat! I can even taste my own blood!

I sob between tears ang sakit-sakit na kasi para siyang halimaw ngayon and I’m really scared of his presence. I don’t know him anymore he’s not the jarke I’ve known before.

“J-Jarke I-I’m begging you” he’s out of his reverie the moment I touched his face. He stopped kissing me and shocked was written all over his face seeing me in pain with blood around my lips and tears that strunggle in my face. My eyes get blurry I can’t even look his face clearly.

“I’m sorr-“ I thought he will say sorry on his action but then he cut himself from saying it and his back again on his cold and arrogant face while staring at me and that gives me heart ache again. Because I can say that he just did that for revenge and nothing cared feelings anymore.

“Where are you going slutty?” it really hurts me more when I heard him again called me that. Wala na siyang pakiaalam sa akin kahit nakita na niya akong nagkaganito hindi man lang siya nagpakita ng kaunting simpatya sa ginawa niya.

I managed to snap at him and walk away but he just grabbed my rest again and shouted me.”I said where are you going?!” I flinched and shake a little natatakot na talaga ako sa kanya.

“C-C.R” I stuttered.

“Look at me” I bit my lip to stop my sobbing and still bowed my head. I’m too scared to look at him but then he held my chin up level to his face and where now facing each other. I can see sympathy on his face was I hallucinating? Diba galit siya sa akin? But the unexpected scene happened he closed his eyes and wiped my tears and blood that oozing to come out softly with those smooth lips of him slow and passionate like I was a little fragile princess who lost in a dark castle with the beast and that when I lost for words.