HE FORCED ME TO MARRY HIM (ON-GOING)

CHAPTER 40 - NIGHT WITH THE BEAST

CHAPTER 40 – NIGHT WITH THE BEAST

WARNING: SPG

Tulala lang akong tinusoktusok ang pagkain ko sa hapagkainan. We have our dinner in this private restaurant para hindi makita ang anak ko ni Jarke. Lulan ang utak ko sa mga sinabi ni best kanina.

Did Jonathan has a point of it all? I want my best badly to be in my side right now siya lang kasi ang nakakaintindi sa akin. But I’m not that selfish to hide my best friend with me nagkaproblema kasi ang business niya sa Australia kaya napilitan siyang bumalik kaagad doon kahit gusto pa sana niya akong ramayan and be with his family longer.

Nalala ko tuloy si Jarke nung mga highschool pa kami. He’s been a silent and humble person. Kahit anong gawin kong pangbu-bully sa kanya hindi pa rin siya nauubusan ng bait. He managed to control his self kahit gustong-gusto na niya akong sapakin nun but he never give up on me. Tiniis niya lahat at sa huli’y pinakasalan niya ako. He chose me despite of my imperfection.

Then it hit me! Alam ko na….alam ko na kung anong ibig sabihin ni best!

“Lizzete pwede bang sa inyo muna si Jash matulog for this night?”

“O-oo naman but I don’t think if he wants too”

Nilingon ko naman si Jash.”Jash baby can you sleep again with tita Lizzete this night?” I give him my most puppy eyes say yes baby say ye please.

“Ok mom but where are you sleeping?”

I touched my son’s face” I’ll make things right baby. You trust mom right?”

I saw my baby smile ….his genuine smile. “Of course mom I trusted you” and it’s my cue to go on the right side.

“Hash I know what you’re up to, now go and chase him”

“Thank you Lizzete”

“Are you sure about this Hash?”

“I never doubt it in the first place Greg”

“I think I can’t hold you back right now. So goodluck Hash but don’t hesitate to call me if he hurt you okay?” I know what Greg feel for me right now. But I felt sorry for his feelings for me I’am not worthy for him I know someday Greg can find his right woman…soon.

Tinahak ko patakbo ang hotel namin patungo sa kwarto ni Jarke. I have all the blessings from my friends, best friend and son ang dapat ko na lang gawin ngayon is to trust him…..I will never give up on you Jarke like what you did to me in that long years I promise.

Abu’t-abo’t ang hininga ko pagdating ko sa labas ng suite ni Jarke. I compose first myself then knock the door bahala na si batman.

Pigil hininga kong tinanaw ang pagbukas ng pintuan praying that Jarke will be the one to open it and not his other women.

A real smile escape in my lips when I saw my man in front of me holding the door for me.

“J-Jarke” I manage myself not to cry a single drop of tear right now. I saw how Jarke shocked expressions change into a longing one.

Hinigit niya ako bigla and close the door behind us he hugged me so tight. I can smell liquor all around him. Kitang-kita ko ang ilang bote ng beer sa sala ni Jarke. Alam kong dinibdib talaga niya ang lahat ng ‘tu and I’m really sorry for him.

“A-are you for real Hash? A-am I not dreaming? T-too ka ba?” I said to myself that I won’t cry again but I can’t take to see how vulnerable is Jarke right now. I can’t imagine what I did to him.

“H-hindi mo na ako iiwan diba? Diba Hash?” he let go of me and stared me with his teary eyes.

 “M-mahal mo ako diba?” and now his crying in front of me while caressing my face kung hindi ba daw siya nananaginip o kung totoo ba raw akong nakaharap sa kanya. I pittied him…… I pittied my husband.

“Totoo ako Jarke hinding-hindi na tayo magkakahiwalay pang muli”

“You’re not lying right?”

I shake my head. I can’t compose a word right now halo-halo na ang nararamdaman ko, lungkot dahil hindi ko makayang makita ang sakit sa mukha niya at saya dahil alam kong masaya siyang andito na ako muli sa tabi niya.

“I love you Hash” I want to response I want to tell him how much I love him but he just give me a gentle and passionate kiss.

This night I will give myself again to the man I ever love. His kissing me endlessly wala sa aming dalawa ang ayaw kumawalas sa mga mapupusok naming halik. I wrapped my legs to his waist and carried me in his bed.

He gently put me down in his bed like his holding a life in me. He looks at me in the eye asking for my permission and I sweetly nod my head.

He again kissed my lips while unzipping my floral dress and I do the same with him until we both naked and free. His hands freely roam around my body especially in my most sensitive part while his lips busylly lick and suck my left breast while his right hand gently massage the other one while his left hand touched my tummy down to my core and that give me a pleasurable moan.

He slides his index finger in my core and thrust it in and out together with the flow of my body. His kisses travel down to my stomach and to my womanhood. His lips travel around my womanhood and lick it until I feel my juices came out there.

“Your already wet Hash” he said that between kisses.

I still can’t say a word because of the ultimate pleasure I feel. Jarke now parted my legs and position himself on it. Then he slowly put his crock to mine. I feel a little pain in my inner part matagal-tagal na rin kasi akong hindi nakakapag s*x after I left Jarke.

“Ahhhh……”I moaned in pain and pleasure. Naramdaman naman ni Jarke ang pagkabalisa ko kaya dinahan-dahan pa niya ang pagpasok sa akin hanggang naipasok niya ng buo ang sa kanya, ngayon ko lang naramdaman ang paglaki ng sa kanya lalo pa itong lumaki at tumaba.

Ramdam na ramdam ko ang pagnanasa niya sa akin. His slow thrust turns into aggressive one. His thrusting me gets faster and higher like his been dying to be inside in me again. Were now getting horny sweated kahit na malamig ang paligid namin.

Jarke feel down in my body while he still inside in me. Habul-habol ang mga hininga namin, were both tired and wasted in bed. Jarke rolled in my side and kissed me for the last time and whispered me those 3 loving words.

“I love you” nakapikit lang siya habang sinasabi niya ‘tu sa akin.

“I still love you Hash”

 Sana sa pagdilat ng mga mata mo kinabukasan hindi mo malimutan ang lahat na binitiwan mong salita ngayong gabi. Dahil dito ako huhugot ng lakas para magparaya at maghintay na bumalik ka sa akin. Be mine again JarkeI love you very much.