Lauren forgave me even though it was Lisa who had to say it. It still felt nice. I don't deserve her kindness. Even after she's gone, she is still here. Someday, when I learn to forgive myself for my mistake then I will know that I deserve her forgiveness. Lisa hugs Christina next which was strange because she doesn't hug people, not anymore. This has to be because of the letter. Christina's eyes widen and new tears fell from her face. A small smile appeared on her face.
" She forgave us," she whispers to me making me smile at her. Lisa goes upstairs. I wrap my arms around my big sister. I'm the one holding this family right now. We go upstairs and watch Lisa. She hugs Amy, surprising her. A small smile appeared on her face like ours when Lisa told us. Amy came to us after Lisa let go of her. Last but not least, Dani. I don't know if she'll be able to do it so I prepare myself to grab her just in case.
" Home is where you are, Laur," Lisa says calming herself down before hugging Dani, which surprised and scared Dani.
" Help," she mouths to us. Then her eyes widen and breaks away from Lisa. Who was glad to be out of that embrace.
" You are lying," Dani accuses Lisa.
" Like that hasn't hurt anyone, I don't even wanna talk or look at you right now, but you what I am, not for me, but for Lauren, because in that golden heart of hers, she forgives you after you put her through hell, so don't you dare accuse me of lying unlike you," Lisa expressed angrily.
" I WAS JEALOUS OF HER, HOW EVERYONE ADORED HER AND HOW YOU WOULD LOOK AT HER, LIKE SHE'S THE WORLD, YOU GAVE HER ALL OF YOUR ATTENTION, I WANTED THAT TOO. I WANTED MY BIG SISTER TO LOOK AT ME WITH PROUDNESS. SHE HAD THIS PERFECT LITTLE LIFE OF HERS," Dani screams.
" YOU DON'T KNOW HER LIFE, YOU DON'T KNOW HER AT ALL, AND YOU CALL YOURSELF HER SISTER, WHERE WERE YOU, ALL OF YOU WHEN SHE WOULD SCREAM AT NIGHT BECAUSE OF A NIGHTMARE, THAT YOU ALL CAUSE, WHERE WERE YOU WHEN SHE BEGAN TO STARVE HERSELF BECAUSE SHE THOUGHT THAT SHE WAS FAT AND UGLY, THAT SHE NEED TO BE MORE LIKE YOU GUYS. WHERE WERE YOU WHEN SHE FELL APART COMPLETELY. WHERE WERE YOU THAT DAY SHE TRIED AND ALMOST SUCCEEDING IN KILLING HERSELF. WHERE WERE YOU WHEN EVERYTHING WAS FALLING APART? WHERE WERE YOU? HUH? NO WHERE. I WAS THERE THE WHOLE TIME. LOSING MY BABY SISTER, EVERY FUCKING DAY, BECAUSE OF THIS DAMN FAMILY, BECAUSE OF YOU, BECAUSE YOU WERE FUCKING JEALOUS OF YOUR OWN SISTER. YOU KNOW SHE WOULD LOOK AT YOU WITH SO MUCH PRIDE IN HER EYES. SHE GAVE HER ATTENTION TO YOU LIKE YOU HAD ALWAYS WANTED A SISTER THAT WOULD LOOK AT YOU WITH PRIDE," Lisa screams cussing actually cursing. Dani's face was streaming with tears.
" You destroyed my home, my ladybug, my light, and I hate you for it, I will never forgive you, ever," Lisa spits and runs to her room. We all hug Dani.
" It's my fault she's gone," Dani says with a broken tone. Please God if you can hear me, help this family.
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I won't give up on you (Cimorelli)
Fanfiction" Pain change people, it makes them trust less, overthink more, and shut people out" "You are only given one chance to live don't mess it up just change the course of your life if things gets bad because your life is worth living for"
