Depend On Me [18+]

Lost in my own bathroom (NSFW)

Chapter 15

Mora watches Kaiden's innocent face while he slept. She looks at the familiar room and suddenly feels lost.  After she broke the warlock spell, her heightened senses noticed the tiniest change in the atmosphere. She became even more sensitive than before. 

She heard the shaky breath of the Luna while she gets up and the light snores of the Alpha.  She heard the familiar dancing of the trees,  the singing of the birds, and the pounding of the forest like they were right next to her ears. 

 In addition, the sounds of the werewolves in the neighborhood echo through the night. Her golden eyes shined through the night while paranoia and fear kept her awake. If Kaiden woke up, he would have noticed her shaky fingers and fear-stricken face. Mora curls into herself and the dawn illuminates her weary face. 

 She walks softly toward the bathroom and clenches her trembling fingers. Her gaze strays to the corner where a fluffy white ball and a black shadow linger sleeping away the night.

Mora glares at the mirror and notices her flustered gaze. She remembers the panic that coursed through her veins when she saw her mother's familiar eyes and the bulky build of her supposed father. The emotions that ran through her were complex. They range from happiness, sadness, anger, and confusion. But, for once in her life, she knew who she was. However, her reality crumbles away, when these beings called shapeshifters knew her deepest desires. It was terrifying.

Mora felt small and unprepared. Control was what she needed but kept slipping away. Warlock, shapeshifters, demons, hellhounds. Her world keeps growing and she felt helpless and powerless. She couldn't protect her mate with her current strength. She needs to get stronger.  The bedsheets rustle, and Mora releases a shaky breath.

Today was Sunday, and, tomorrow, they were returning to school. She was not looking forward to it. She couldn't feel the comfortable feelings that she felt last week. She didn't want to play everyone's little game while they ignore everything going on with her.  

But why?  Her thoughts scatter in the large bathroom and, for once, she felt lost. Conspiracies theories pop in her head. Suspicion and distrust dig deeper between her and this pack unsettling her. The fact that she was binge-watching black mirror was not helping.

She pushes her dark thoughts away and relaxes her muscles. In this madness, the only person who wouldn't betray her was her mate. She smiles while she thinks of him. She likes how he puts a mysterious front with others but was always himself with her. He always blushes when she's near and stands up for her. 

He was simply too cute, and a part of her wanted to break him.   She takes a deep breath and tries to concentrate on her plans for the day. She needed a distraction.

She looks herself in the mirror. Her eyes were glowing with want. with need. Yes, she wanted to break him.  She wanted to push his limits until he was a begging mess. She wanted to violate every part of his body until he screamed that he belonged to her.

Unknowingly, Mora was giggling like mad while blood gushes out her nose. The sink cracks under the pressure of her excited hands. Her imagination runs wild with different combinations of Kaiden. Wild Kaiden, sexy Kaiden, cute Kaiden, submissive Kaiden, kinky Kaiden, angry Kaiden, and defiant Kaiden. She almost fainted on the spot. 

 But, she couldn't do those things because she didn't want to ruin him. She didn't want to force him to do anything against his will because his...

Consent was even sexier.

She suppresses her desire like she has been doing for the past 2 weeks. His pack called her unlawful and rash, but, if the knew the amount of willpower it took her to restrain herself every day, they would have swallowed their spit and shut their mouth. She grins. Maybe not. It's not like they had a mate as cute and adorable as Kaiden.