Depend On Me [18+]

My mate is not like the other Alphas (NSFW)

Chapter 24

*Warning: Slight Mature contents ahead.

***Mora***

We both knew why I switched the topic and I was grateful that Kaiden dropped his 'let's fix before it gets too late ' attitude. 

Exhilaration. Happiness. Anticipation. Fear. Lust. Nervousness. 

These emotions swirl within settling in my stomach, increasing my pain and pleasure. I watch as my beautiful mate loses control of himself and wraps his limbs around me, trying to get closer and closer, until we were mouth to mouth, skin to skin, and soul to soul. I felt his desperation as his fingers trace my sides, and his mouth, scared of separation, trails kisses down my neck to my chest as he loses more and more control.

His earlier hesitancy was gone replaced with a ball of lust. I was fascinated by his desperation and fast hands that left me gasping. I knew how sex went between a man and a woman would go. I studied all the positions and all the tricks that I would do, and what was expected of me. Sure, it left me unsatisfied since I wouldn't be able to make him cry, but it was enough for now.

 I smile as his hot lips trail toward my breast and fight the foreign sensations that make me want to lose control. But, I couldn't. If I lost control, I didn't know the degree of damage that I would inflict on my mate.

 It wasn't worth risking. He takes my breast into his mouth through my ripped dress and sucks hard. One of his hands reaches up and plays with my nipple.  My back arches and I gasp. I meet his hazy green eyes and he smiles. I wanted to run.

I won't give you time to think.  His voice echoes in my head, as he continues to suckle my breast. I shiver and felt as if my skin was on fire. These unfamiliar sensations were setting me on edge and strange sounds left my mouth. 

"Please."  I gasp as electricity races through my veins, and Kaiden laughs and sucks harder. "It feels weird, Kai-"

I try to sit up, but my body wouldn't budge. My hands tremble and try to push his head away. He evades my hands and tightens his legs around my thighs. His weight locks me down, and I whine. His scent surrounds me and, oh God- did it smell delicious.

 My toes curls and I jerk as fire travels from my breast throughout my body. Scared and aroused, I pull Kaiden up toward my starving mouth and slides my leg between his. My hands tighten around him as an onslaught of delicious waves ravages my senses. 

I gasp for air and focus on the twinking and glowing green eyes staring at me. 

"Was I good?" He whispers in my ears. I nod and laughs shakily.

"Good but scary. I felt like I was about to die. Never again." I whisper back still trembling under him. "It wasn't like the movies or videos that I watched."

He laughs and sits up with a smile. "I wanted to do this since last time. Now, we're even."

I look at the noticeable bump in his pants and grin wickedly. He blushes and tries to close his legs but my knee was still between them. 

"Do you need help?" I ask wiggling my eyebrows. My hands settle on his knee and inch toward the tent in his pants.

He shakes his head and tries to move away but ends up grinding against my leg. He groans and sets both of his hands next to my head. I look at him confused and he blushes harder. He bites his lips and seems to be arguing with himself. Determined, he catches my eyes and licks his bruised lips. Was he trying to seduce me?

"Promise me that you won't find it weird or disgusting." He asks in a low voice as his worried eyes search mine. I look at him questioningly. 

I nod. "I won't." I still felt weak from my- cough- orgasm.