Poems Pt. 1 (On Going)

Every Night I Try

Every night I try,
But in the end I cry.
Baby tell me one more lie,
Don't let me question why.

I want to burn skin to skin,
Don't let my wicked mind win.
I'm always overthinking,
But tonight be my king.

Tell me how much you love me,
As I feel the fire burning anticipatingly.
I just need you for one more night,
Or break is what I might.

I know you've been busy lately,
And I don't even feel like you're my baby.
But I guess I still need you,
My one true weakness that keeps making me feel blue.

Let's get higher than that cloud,
We used to sing our love loud and proud.
Your bittersweet love,
Altough you seem to have troubles with putting me above.

I don't want to need you,
But it's something that you do.
I would pick up a fight and leave,
If I was stronger but I guess I'm naive.

Hating you would be so much easier,
It would make life breezier.
But hating you would be hating me,
And a hater is the last thing I need to be.

Can you please stop pretending you're strong?
I can feel it's so wrong.
I guess we both need a break,
Or maybe I just crave an heartbreak.

I'm don't even know who you are anymore,
But I still wish I don't have to close this door.
How many times do I have to forgive and endure?
Because everytime it makes me feel more unsure.

But whatever,
I don't need you and I'm more clever.
I do things just to break your heart,
Just to see how much you can take till you want us to part.