I love you,
No lie.
I want you,
Till the day I die.
You're the one I can't quit,
No matter how much I try to despise it.
But you're no good for me,
And I cling onto you desperately.
I should run as fast as I can,
But here I am enjoying with you and getting a tan.
You're my addiction and my one true weakness.
In all it's uniqueness.
I want to leave and I want to runaway,
But everytime I do you come and ask me to play.
I can't resist no,
Altough you're no good for me and I know.
My heart doesn't want to leave you my dear,
Altough my head is screaming no and saying don't stay anywhere near.
I'm well aware I could live with you happily,
But I can't be with you or your family.
This is a goodbye kiss,
Because I know you'll be the one I miss.
Don't beg me to stay in this state,
It's already too late.
I need to do this on my own,
Even if you have been the one good thing I've known.
Don't make this harder,
And I promise the pain will be shorter.
Curse my name,
blame me.
Tell yourself it was a game,
Because I know I haven't been myself lately.
Don't hold the pain inside,
Let it come and go like the water tide.
Maybe someday I'll run back into your arms,
If you can still accept me and protect me once again from all the harms.
YOU ARE READING
Poems Pt. 1 (On Going)
شِعرNote: These poems are from a girl's point of view aged about 15-16. Some might be relatable, some not but I wanted to record my own personal journey and share with those who are interested. See you inside! Please don't copy this, Thankyou.
