Poems Pt. 1 (On Going)
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    Poems Pt. 1 (On Going)

    Puisi

    Note: These poems are from a girl's point of view aged about 15-16. Some might be relatable, some not but I wanted to record my own personal journey and share with those who are interested. See you inside! Please don't copy this, Thankyou.

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    I'm So Obsessed

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    I'm so obsessed I want to disappear, 
    But everytime I pause in my mind you reappear. 
    I've been working so hard, 
    While all I want to is low down my guard.
    
                          
    I hate the fact I could love you all my life, 
    We could've been husband and wife. 
    But instead I'm holding a gun on our love, 
    Because you left when I needed you and forgot putting me above. 
    
                          
    Maybe I was too young and dependable, 
    But this isn't anymore amendable. 
    I hate being this weak, 
    Wishing I didn't have to watch this die in bleak. 
    
                          
    But something died when you left, 
    It felt like I was robbed and you were a theft. 
    I got so hollow and empty, 
    And there's nothing that will prevent me. 
    
                          
    Here we are putting this show on again, 
    Trying to act like my heart doesn't have a stain.
    Like we are lovers when in my mind I'm gone,
    Faking like I love you and stifling a yawn. 
    
                          
    You ask me to again love you, 
    But I can't when my heart belongs to someone new. 
    I know I did the unforgivable, 
    Now our dream is not liveable. 
    
                          
    I'm sorry, 
    For ending our story. 
    I hope you'll find a better one,
    Because I'm done.
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