Maybe I Was The Only One In This

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Oh why, oh my.
Why do I keep feeling lost?
I tell myself I'm fine and swallow another lie,
I guess it's because I loved you the most.

I'm walking in the places that we planned to walk together,
But I'm walking alone and feeling under the weather.
Just another love to cut lose,
You used to be my perfect muse.

Tell me, was it worth it in the end?
Broken love is something I never learned to mend.
Guess Daddy and Mommy were right,
Their love also used to burn so bright.

But now it's the end,
I guess I'm stubborn because I didn't forgive or bend.
You used to know my fears and dreams,
But now our love is tearing at the seams.

The worst is not knowing whether you're just getting by or okay,
But I guess I'm foolish thinking I would get my way.
"I'm sorry and I still love you." I say,
But you just roll your eyes and ask who's heart I'm trying to play.

I guess you were right when you called me self destructive,
But I tried my best to make this productive.
If I get one more dance,
I swear I'll love you without a second glance.

I don't know why you are the one I miss.
Do I only crave the bliss?
Or maybe it was the way you kiss?
Maybe it was a lie and I'm the only one in this.

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