Holding my dear heart,
Wishing I'd have a new start.
I've heard all the excuses,
I just need someone to stop making these bruises.
I know he's going to treat me right,
Holding me in his arms tonight.
Am I a fool to not want that?
Everything about us just seems flat.
It's fine when he's here,
And I could be with him for another year.
I just need to know,
Are both of us keeping it at the low?
I told you I'd wait for you,
Even if you made me feel blue.
I just feel lost without you,
There's nothing he can do.
I call myself stupid to ever want you,
But this ain't nothing new.
May I ask why?
Did we end up in a lie.
I pretended you were nothing,
But you were my everything.
Now it's just your ghost,
I loved you the most.
But you probably don't even think about me,
I really should just let all of this be.
I shouldn't want you back,
All the bright memories turning to black.
Maybe I don't even want it,
I just want screaming, fights and throwing a fit.
Then we get so caught up with the lust,
But we didn't have the trust.
This is a really bad time,
For you to steal my heart like a crime.
'Cause I ain't your possession,
And you're not my sick obsession.
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Poems Pt. 1 (On Going)
شِعرNote: These poems are from a girl's point of view aged about 15-16. Some might be relatable, some not but I wanted to record my own personal journey and share with those who are interested. See you inside! Please don't copy this, Thankyou.
