Some days I just realise,
Loving him isn't worth it.
Maybe I'm just tired of chasing these highs,
Or maybe this just ain't it.There's a part of me that wants to forever stay single,
I just want to explore the whole world and mingle.
I wish I could understand why does my heart yearns for more,
When forever is what I swore.I don't feel happy,
And if I stay I might turn snappy.
I don't mean to break your heart,
And thank you for being the muse to my art.I'm not scared anymore,
It's just you're not the one I adore.
I know you don't want to let me go,
But staying isn't worth it because I'm still going to say no.I know this is too soon and too cruel,
I didn't mean to make you my fool.
I'm sorry,
For this being end of our story.Because I don't want to lie to you,
And I just want to explore something new.
I warned you I'm the heartbreaker,
I just don't want to be a faker.Thank you for the time we had,
Even if this ends bad.
Because I feel like over and over I'm reading the same story,
In the end they just don't have the same glory.
YOU ARE READING
Poems Pt. 1 (On Going)
PoezjaNote: These poems are from a girl's point of view aged about 15-16. Some might be relatable, some not but I wanted to record my own personal journey and share with those who are interested. See you inside! Please don't copy this, Thankyou.