" Honestly, this is fine." I said to a nervous jittery Qe'Ana. She twitched and stood up.
" Are you sure? The tea's hot enough? the covers comfy? Is you're bed plush? "
I giggled.
" Oh what is she crazy about now? " Ben asked appearing in the doorway, his hands jammed in his jeans pockets. He pulled her body close to his and brushed his lips against her neck.
" I was just making sure she was OK? that's all."
He grinned and gave me a cheeky smile.
" She's always like this when guest are over."
I nodded, clearly absorbed in their love. It reminded me of Oliver, and how he used to hold me. Pull me by my waist and whisper in my ear. I breathed, and pushed the memory away.
" Thank you Qe'Ana. And Thanks for letting me stay here Ben."
" Hey don't worry about it. You're always welcome here." He said tugging Qe'Ana by her wrist to aphold her from asking further questions.
I settled down and put my things down at the end of the bed. Which was huge. The room? pristine. Better than the tour bus room, the apartment was more like a mansion. I laid my head down against the soft plush sheets and pulled the comforter over my body. I reached over to the lamp and shut it off taking my place back on the bed.
" I am free from love." I whispered into the dark.
" Free from you."
( 5 Weeks Later)
OLIVER POV-
" Hey babe? Making us dinner tonight? "
London kissed the center of my neck and trailed along my shoulder bone.
" No.. I was actually thinking of getting some pizza? What do you think? "
She groaned and shifted away from me.
" Is it just us tonight? "
" Well..-"
" Heyy GUYYSS!! " Lee said leaping on my back.
" Ugghhh..." London sneered swiveling away back to her room. Which was....Brittany's... back then..
Our last Destination was Australia. Which we'd be taking a plane for, I decided that if I wanted to move on from Brittany, I had to find someone else. I found London in the UK shes a model and I guess I just was overtook with her that I made her my girlfriend. Which I still feel bad about.
" Tell me when they don't have to come OK? Love You Sykes."
She called. I stopped. Brittany was the only person that would always use my last name in that sort of way, even if she was mad..
I could feel the pain raising. But I yet again pushed it away.
" I can't seem to forget you."
I said into the air. Not really talking to anyone in perticular,
" Who are you talking to?"
Lee asked. Glaring at me like I was some crazy person.. Which I probably looked like.
" Nothing Lee."
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Can You Feel My Heart (Oliver Sykes Fan Fiction)
Fanfiction"Please, don't go!!" I screamed. Hot sweat beaded down my forehead trickling down the side of my neck. I could no longer bear it, the emptiness of the hole that purged in my chest. "Oh Oli.." I whispered into the night. Shoving my pillow to the en...
