We all made it back to the bus or should I say everyone but me. It seemed as if the whole group ignored my presence. Which is actually fine with me. I didn't need the presence of people to be happy, I was always perfectly fine by myself.
I sat down at the table and heated up leftover Chinese food from last night.
I poked at the shrimp with my chopsticks and sighed.
And Out came an Oliver a duffel bag over his shoulder.
" Where are you going? "
I asked. He continued to walk shutting the tour bus and disappearing into the night.
Lee, Jordan, Matt (K), Matt(N), Jona and Curtis started to scurry out of the bus.
" Curtis.. What's happening? " He gave me a sorrowful look and walked back over to me. His eyes averted from mine.
" I'm not supposed to talk to you. But, Were going to a hotel. "
" Oh.." I felt hurt, Oliver knew how weak I felt. But I guess he didn't care.. No one cared these days. About me. How I felt about everything? I guess its how life moved on.
Curtis walked away from me giving me a slight 'goodbye' before exiting the bus.
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I clutched the pillow and dared to shut my eyes. Knowing that if I slept again the nightmares would come back.
I dreaded life. I dreaded the fact of knowing I was alive, Sometimes I wish I had never woke up from that coma. Or it was me instead of mom..or dad. I let my eyelids droop and eventually cover my eyes. Which was probably the worst mistake I could ever do.
" Follow my voice.." I was standing in a burnt up feild. The grass shriveled away and the flowers burnt and charred. The smell of a fire filled my nose as I walked along to the Horizon. Following the sweet smells of Honeysuckle to clear myself of the smoke.
" Run. Run Brittany. And You shall be free."
I picked up my pace as the clearing of the burnt feild cleared and turned into a field of green. Where the roses were red and not brown, the wind swayed the grass in the air. I could see moss that grew off the trees as more vegetation surrounded me.
" You see what he did to me ?! He held me in hell! And Now I'm nothing." My mother said. I couldn't see her, she felt so close to me so far. I could almost feel her fingers trailing my cheek bones once again.
" Avenge me ! " She said. Her voice cold and menacing. I nodded.
" I will avenge you! "I woke up to the sun bright in my face, Oliver still missing from the floor. When will he be over it? Why can't he just be here?
" Be strong. You don't need Oliver. You didn't before and you don't now." I said to myself.
" All you need to do is what you were bound to do! what you need to do to avenge mom. You need to kill Cody. No matter what."
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Can You Feel My Heart (Oliver Sykes Fan Fiction)
Fanfiction"Please, don't go!!" I screamed. Hot sweat beaded down my forehead trickling down the side of my neck. I could no longer bear it, the emptiness of the hole that purged in my chest. "Oh Oli.." I whispered into the night. Shoving my pillow to the en...