Can You Feel My Heart (Oliver Sykes Fan Fiction)

Chapter 39- The Terrible Times Of A Tour

We all made it back to the bus or should I say everyone but me. It seemed as if the whole group ignored my presence. Which is actually fine with me. I didn't need the presence of people to be happy, I was always perfectly fine by myself.

I sat down at the table and heated up leftover Chinese food from last night.

I poked at the shrimp with my chopsticks and sighed.

And Out came an Oliver a duffel bag over his shoulder.

" Where are you going? "

I asked. He continued to walk shutting the tour bus and disappearing into the night.

Lee, Jordan, Matt (K), Matt(N), Jona and Curtis started to scurry out of the bus.

" Curtis.. What's happening? " He gave me a sorrowful look and walked back over to me. His eyes averted from mine.

" I'm not supposed to talk to you. But, Were going to a hotel. "

" Oh.." I felt hurt, Oliver knew how weak I felt. But I guess he didn't care.. No one cared these days. About me. How I felt about everything? I guess its how life moved on.

Curtis walked away from me giving me a slight 'goodbye' before exiting the bus.

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I clutched the pillow and dared to shut my eyes. Knowing that if I slept again the nightmares would come back.

I dreaded life. I dreaded the fact of knowing I was alive, Sometimes I wish I had never woke up from that coma. Or it was me instead of mom..or dad.  I let my eyelids droop and eventually cover my eyes. Which was probably the worst mistake I could ever do.
" Follow my voice.." I was standing in a burnt up feild. The grass shriveled away and the flowers burnt and charred. The smell of a fire filled my nose as I walked along to the Horizon. Following the sweet smells of Honeysuckle to clear myself of the smoke.
" Run. Run Brittany. And You shall be free."
I picked up my pace as the clearing of the burnt feild cleared and turned into a field of green. Where the roses were red and not brown, the wind swayed the grass in the air. I could see moss that grew off the trees as more vegetation surrounded me.
" You see what he did to me ?! He held me in hell! And Now I'm nothing." My mother said. I couldn't see her, she felt so close to me so far. I could almost feel her fingers trailing my cheek bones once again.
" Avenge me ! " She said. Her voice cold and menacing. I nodded.
" I will avenge you! "

I woke up to the sun bright in my face, Oliver still missing from the floor. When will he be over it? Why can't he just be here?

" Be strong. You don't need Oliver. You didn't before and you don't now." I said to myself.

" All you need to do is what you were bound to do! what you need to do to avenge mom. You need to kill Cody. No matter what."